Chapter 718 (2/2)

however However, the appearance of someone and the disappearance of someone tear up all the blank pages that have not been described yet

since then, happiness has no place to write

since then, the disillusionment of vision etc.

Yes, if there is no happiness of Chu Yuan in my life, then how to describe happiness in my blank pages?

Maybe I never dreamed, so I don't know what is disillusionment, but if there is no place to write happiness, the result must be disillusionment.

If the emergence of disillusionment is doomed to make Chuyuan's happiness disappear from my notes, then

go + his + mother + disillusionment!

, and

sitting in the last row of the last bus, Chu Yuan, who was already tired of crying, was still sobbing. He put his arms around me for fear that I would slip away like a drop of water on the window if he didn't pay attention to it In the eyes, apart from ambiguity, it's still ambiguity

two men and women who are all wet -- a crying girl, a young man with a calm face, clasped tightly to each other's hands and snuggled up silently together. The girl is so delicate and beautiful. If I see this scene, I can't help being curious, and I will take it for granted that they have stories Along the way, Chu Yuan didn't speak any more. I know that she needs to calm her mind, and I also need to reorganize my mind.

The most difficult person to face is always myself. I thought that I was an alternative who could stand on an objective position and have a dialogue with myself, and finally chose to have a dialogue with Chu Yuan, which also proved that I could do this - I had the same psychological problems as Chu Yuan, so if I could not objectively jump out to see myself, I would not admit this, and then I would be subjective Knowing the trend, like in the past, I chose to escape and deceive myself in order not to bear the heavy weight of those weird eyes and ethical shackles

but now, Chu Yuan's questioning and tears, let me fall into a kind of chaos, I can't tell whether I'm still objective - I'm not without the courage to hurt myself, but I'm not brave to hurt Chu Yuan

Chu Yuan is not It's said that she only said what she was afraid of losing, but my feelings are still unsolved for me, and the only thing I know is that I can't persuade myself to give Chu Yuan any more harm, even if I know clearly that the feelings of my brother and sister are not tolerated by this society, but I'm still confused about the emotional problems. I'm not long gone Is there a society that tolerates it?

I don't know if I am using contempt for this society to hypnotize the objective self-consciousness of subjectiveness, but I am sure that, like Chu Yuan, I have my own bottom line, and we are not allowed to cross our own bottom line.

Chu Yuan's bottom line is to hold hands even if you lose everything. Then my bottom line is to lose everything and never let go!