Chapter 655 (1/2)

”Life is like this. Some things seem to be far away, but in fact, they can be touched by hand. Some things can be touched by hand, but they are far away,” Murphy said quietly. ”Power and wealth belong to the former, I am the winner, family and love belong to the latter, and I am the loser. As the winner, I don't feel happy at all, but as the failure But I can clearly feel loneliness, fear and even despair. I can't afford to lose, not because I'm arrogant, but because I'm not strong enough, I'm weak, vulnerable and cowardly. I'm afraid that others can see through the real me, but I can't help tearing the disguise in front of you, so I'm not convinced and unwilling to lose! I've never been so honest with someone. Why can't you be more honest with me? As a woman, what can I do better than Cheng Liusu? I want to go back and forth, the only place to lose to her is her height, but what's the use of a woman's height? Can only set off your short? ”

I have to admit that Murphy and I have been subtly hit by

”she and I haven't won yet, but you have announced the result unfairly. You only admit that she doesn't admit me, because you have a commitment to her first, so you won't even give me the chance, so I will taste failure all my life? I am wronged! ”

I know you are wronged, but

”love is not a lifelong commitment, nor a game of winning or losing,” I said with a wry smile: ”love is to value and cherish each other. Tassel will not feel like a loser or a winner, because there is no such thing in her heart, which is the biggest difference between her and you. She will not feel wronged, she will only feel sad and committed Not only to her, but also to my own confession. Breaking the promise is to lie to her and to myself, which is the most cruel injury ”

” you don't have the heart to hurt her, so you come to hurt me? ”

I don't like Murphy's questioning attitude. I look serious and say, ”this is the only thing I feel lucky about - I have no commitment to you.”

Debt and guilt are two different things. To be honest, I don't think I owe anything to Murphy. The so-called guilt is because I like but don't admit it. I refused to open up her heart and finally decided to be strong and brave enough to express my love to me. It's equivalent to stabbing another knife in her wound, so I stayed in Fengchang to fight with Zhangjia as much as I could It's because I feel guilty about the stabbing sooner or later. I want to do something to make up for her, but more importantly, I hope that the woman I like can have a better future.

I haven't hurt her, at least not yet. All I do now is because I value her and cherish her, because I can't put her in my heart! hurt? This is not only a denial of her special position in my heart, but also a satire on me!

Murphy stared at me with a blank face. The deep and beautiful eyes behind the lenses seemed to pierce my heart and make me feel a bit flustered. For a long time, she suddenly lost her smile and smiled with such pride. ”I see, so you dare not admit that you like me, because you think that to admit is to promise me, to promise me, you must cherish it I value me, so you just won't say it, but you don't like me, do you? ”

I finally found out that I hate smart women very much

”as Cheng Liusu said, Chu Nan, your understanding of the word” responsibility ”is almost antique, but” Murphy came to me, stretched out a small hand to help me tighten my tie, smiled shyly and said: ”I like it, I like your macho, which proves that I have a great chance isn't it? I just need to force you to give me a promise. ”

Being brought into Murphy's rhythm, I was a little flustered and forgot to deny my understanding of responsibility, ”I will not give you any commitment.” And then I realized, isn't that to admit that I like her?