Chapter 360 (1/2)
”Silly girl” I lent my chest to Ziyuan, because I knew that she cried, stroked her head, and my anger was even hotter, but the anger towards Ziyuan was gone, and the rest was only heartache and pity, ”you are right, wrong is me, I'm sorry, Xiaozi, these five years, I always forced myself to forget you, I don't know whether you are good or bad, I don't know How many hardships you have suffered and how many sins you have suffered ”
asters hold my waist tightly and shake their heads against my chest,” stop it! Xiao Nan, please don't talk! ”
”No, I want to say,” after five years, how can I not say it? How can I not say what happened last night? ”I've been wrong for five years, but I won't be wrong again. I'll take care of you and care for you. I'll bear all the hard work you've done”
”no need!” The purple garden pushes me away, and the pretty face is full of pear blossom and rain. ”What I undertake is not something you can undertake at all! Xiao Nan, you can't be so cunning! I don't want your pity, I don't want your sympathy! So don't give me a reason to forgive you! I don't want to listen to you! Without these five years of resentment, I can't forgive myself for last night. I have no face to live any longer! ”
”I can't afford it now. I work hard. Five years, ten years, twenty years! I can take on that day! That's my responsibility! I'm not responsible for you, I'm responsible for myself, so don't say anything about sympathy or pity! ” Savage and absurd has the final say, ”I fear that she will leave again without Frence leave.” I have this hunch. ”You don't need to forgive me, because I committed an unforgivable mistake, and I don't want to say that I have no face to live. Do you have that face? It's up to me to say that I don't blame you. You are no longer alone. Because, since last night, you have been a My woman, and I, is your man, you are living for me now. ”
Ziyuan doesn't struggle anymore. She quietly lets me hug her, and then gently hugs my waist. She sobs quietly: ”Xiaonan, you are so macho, like a child”
”naive?” ”It doesn't matter,” I said with a faint smile. ”It's my faith, the way I live.”
”Can I really rely on you?” Ziyuan cried and smiled bitterly. ”What about Miss Cheng? What about general Mo? What about officer Dong? ”
I don't know that a man is such a simple animal. When he is handsome, he doesn't think about so much. In front of his responsibility, we won't consider that there is a conflict between this responsibility and a certain responsibility that we have already shouldered. Even if we think about it, we will only say to ourselves: first of all, we should shoulder it. Who can make the conflict between this responsibility and that responsibility ”You don't think about it, do you?” Ziyuan knows me so well. She grabbed my hand at my waist and used her strength hard. She pinched my burning pain. I didn't say a word, because I knew she was venting her grievances and feelings. ”Xiao Nan, I hate your gentleness. You are a flower heart ghost since you were a child. Now you have changed your ways even more. Obviously you want me to be the fourth child, but you are so provocative and moved me If I really depend on you, what should you do? ”
I didn't answer, because I don't know the answer. Some things are destined to go step by step, ”I've spent my time since I was a child? No, I remember that until you went abroad, I had never been close to other girls ”
” why not? ” The purple garden looked at my confused eyes, full of ambiguous smile, ”there is a little girl who is more attached to you than I am, and you are closer to her than I am. We are always jealous of this.”
Chu Yuan?!
If it was before, I must have joked and laughed it off. But when I thought of what Dongfang said in the morning, I was so shocked that I didn't know how to control my expression. Fortunately, Ziyuan didn't pay attention to my expression, and slowly retreated from my arms, whispering: ”Xiaonan, I said I've been waiting for your reply for five years, but now I won't embarrass you. I can't tell you a lot of things, but you must have guessed one thing right - someone wants you to be responsible for me ”
” but you won't tell me who that person is, will you
The purple garden nodded, ”now you are too weak, you have no capital to fight with that person, so I beg you, don't go to Mohist school, don't try to dig out that person, otherwise, it's absolutely yourself, in that person's eyes, you are just a tiny existence, his purpose has been achieved, I think, he has no interest in you again It's a waste of time ”
” his purpose is to see me abandon you or take responsibility? ”