Chapter 353 (1/2)
The faint fragrance from the purple garden seeps into every pore of my body like an aphrodisiac. I am completely collapsed. There is an evil part in human nature. How can you not want to possess her in the face of your first love? Even if that idea is just a little bit, facing the situation at the moment, it has also been magnified into the whole.
The word ”reserved” has never belonged to a man. It was created for a woman. It not only symbolizes the ”men chasing women” barrier mountain, but also symbolizes the ”women chasing men”. When a woman, especially a beautiful woman, puts down her reserve, ten men who have never been reserved will degenerate into primitive animals. Unfortunately, I am not one or two of the noble ten The inevitable explosion of Zan failed to protect the mask of hypocrite. I used my only active tongue to open the teeth of the purple garden. Men hate passivity, especially in this respect. I don't deny that I can't resist the temptation. I have a kind of revenge for her because she is too active. I want to revenge her for her lack of reserve. Why has she changed? She used to blush for half a day even if I accidentally touched her hand, but now she shamelessly took off her clothes in front of me. Her openness is hard for me to accept!
Westerners like to treat love differently. They think that one night stand is romantic. I can't understand that kind of values. So I'm no longer considerate. I'm even rude. Even I think it's not myself. But I have a voice in my heart that screams out violently: since you don't know how to cherish yourself, why should I cherish you!
Perhaps, I am angry for betraying the fringe, or maybe, I just don't want to be pushed down by a woman for the first time. As a man, what is more shameful than that?
It's strange that when I invaded my purple garden, I was so strange and nervous, because there were two lines of humiliating tears on her face.
”Little purple would like to?” Grass, I'm a soft fart. I'm the one who doesn't want it? My concern is hypocritical. I'm loaded. I'm on the line. I can't control myself now.
”I don't know” Ziyuan continued her inexplicable way of speaking. She stroked my face and said softly: ”Xiaonan, do you know how I have spent these five years? I could have asked you why you didn't reply to my letter. I didn't ask you to give me an expected answer. I knew that I was too selfish and naive at that time. I didn't know how heavy the promise without deadline was to you. But I just couldn't help hating you. It doesn't matter if you don't wait for me, just to continue to be a childhood friend Department, I only hope that in my most painful and sad time, there will be someone to care about me, but such a request, you did not achieve, you said, shouldn't I hate you? From small to large, you have been guarding me. I'm used to relying on you. But suddenly, you ignore me. To me, it's too cruel ”
I want to explain, but my throat is dry and can't make a sound. I can feel the temperature rising constantly, almost evaporating all the water in my body. I feel hot and want to scream hysterically The only thing that makes me feel comfortable is that my head is too lazy to think, my ears are too lazy to listen. In my eyes, there are only beautiful faces and curvy whiteness of asters I've betrayed myself and you. I'm more cruel than you. I'm not worthy to be your friend. So Xiao Nan, don't have to pity me anymore. I'm ”
my mind has been completely confused. My brain doesn't have any thinking. Once again, the purple Garden kisses me, which makes me completely lost in the burning primitive.
When I gave up the restriction on myself, the heavy body recovered its lightness, I didn't know how to appreciate the beauty of her white and delicate body, and how to pity her. I invaded her body roughly like a wild animal with crazy hair. Her painful and bewitching groans didn't inspire my sympathy and love. I gasped heavily, galloped and ravaged.
I can't remember how many times I did it, but when I was exhausted and paralyzed on the body of the purple garden, the last thing I saw was the goblet on the small tea table. In the goblet, there was still the rest of my red wine. The color was like the crimson face of the purple garden after that. The color was like my eyes just full of animal desire.