Chapter 228 (2/2)
”There's only one question between me and you,” I said calmly. ”Have you ever thought of me as your father's shadow?”
Murphy was stunned and looked at me silently. She was ashamed of her light jawed head. ”There is”
”then your problem is no longer important,” I said quietly: ”I am not, and do not want to be the shadow of anyone. You are just my company, and I no longer work for Fengchang, so I hope you can give me a right to choose freely, thank you.”
Murphy said excitedly, ”why? Because you feel cheated by me? ”
I felt a tremor in my heart.
Murphy clenched her lower lip, her bitter eyes seemed to see through my heart. She murmured, ”I really want to be cared for and cared for by you. I like your gentleness, just like the fatherly love I lost. I admit that I enjoy that feeling very much. I'm even infatuated with it. But I'm not a fool, my father No longer, you are not him. I have always understood that when I was with you, I also felt confused and confused. I even suspected that I was suffering from mental illness. Especially in the two days when I decided to invest in Hengxiang company with you, I was even going crazy. I didn't know how I was. I would hide you and cheat you. I wanted to be frank, but look I dare not say that you are working hard for me, and I, I even feel happy. I've always been a person, and I began to like the feeling of relying on you. I think I'm despicable and shameful, so I dare not explain it to you, until uncle found out about it, and I want to fire you. I finally know that I can't hide it from you these days. I keep asking myself Why are you cheating? What are you to me? Colleagues, friends, or my father's shadow? Now I finally know the answer ”
I vaguely guess what Murphy's answer is, almost subconsciously, I cut off what she wanted to say,” I don't want to know your answer! ”
”Why?” Murphy was very calm and said softly, ”are you afraid?”
Forehead, a bean big sweat bead glides along cheek, I forced smile twice, pretend calm, ”afraid? What am I afraid of? ”
”Afraid of Cheng Liusu, afraid of yourself,” Murphy suddenly grasped my painful, numb and trembling claw, and his eyes rippling with water directly pierced my heart. ”Chu Nan, if concealment is also a kind of deception, have you not deceived me?”
I am inexplicably timid, dare not see Murphy's eyes, ”what did I cheat you?”
”You like me.”
The words are amazing. However, I was shamefully prepared and looked back at Murphy indifferently. I firmly said, ”the person I like is Cheng Liusu.”
”I know. That's why you won't forgive me. That's why you have to leave Fengchang.” Murphy clenched the hand I wanted to take back, and Leng Yan and self-confidence returned to her beautiful face. One by one, he said, ”you have a heart, but you don't want a heart, so you gave up on me!”
”Murphy, don't you think you're too superior?” I sneer, face disapproval, heart is a mess, Murphy this where is to apologize? Clearly is to find fault or account!
”I don't have a sense of superiority, at least not in front of you,” Murphy sighed gloomily. ”Otherwise, you won't choose Cheng Liusu and cut me off.”
”Again, what I like is Chengliu”
”I like you!” Murphy spoke surprisingly again. Although I had guessed that this was her so-called answer for a long time, the buffer of psychological preparation didn't play a role. Murphy spoke softly, but it was like a thunder falling on the top of my head. I was stunned