Chapter 48 (1/2)
People are always eager to get and afraid of losing. In fact, the real answer is not far away. In many cases, it's just a layer of translucent thin yarn. Even though we have seen the result we don't want to see, we still have a chance to deceive ourselves. I'm such a fool, but at this moment, I finally completely uncover that layer of yarn, whether we want to or not, This answer will be clear in front of me.
Murphy's response was to give me the answer, ”I'll tell you, you really match.”
I don't like the unexpected answer, but unexpectedly I'm not lost. Maybe it's because I've been in a state of loss for a long time, and my heart is paralyzed.
Murphy's smile is like a flower, but I can laugh with her. I am surprised by the shy gesture of being seen through the secret. Am I really a hypocritical person, even if the acting is realistic from the inside out?
I admit my heart is aching, but I can't deny that it's so easy, so shy, so real
In the gossip, Xiao Yike has returned to the room. She is still a college student, and Murphy and I are talking about some things in the company. She has no room to interrupt. She wanders around the room to kill time when she has nothing to do. It seems that I don't say go, she is not in a hurry to leave.
”Eh?”
”What's the matter?” I looked at the table and frowned at her casual and indecent gesture.
Xiao Yike holds a picture frame in his hand and looks at us strangely, ”this picture is...”
”Ah!” Murphy suddenly bounced up from the sofa. His frightened friends were smart. They thought that she was going to push me down. They almost covered their chest with their hands. They could spin and ponder. Would they resist if they pushed me down? It's strange. It's up to her all her life Blushing, I apologized to my ancestors and my little brother for being dirty
It's hard to imagine Murphy's abnormal behavior at this time. Even though I saw it with my own eyes, I couldn't believe it. I even suspected that there was something wrong with her eyes. The cold and weak woman ran like a hundred meter athlete, like lightning. In a blink of an eye, she rushed to Xiao Yike I grabbed the picture frame and held it close to my chest. Until then, the fluffy shawl that fell from her shoulder slowly fell on the floor. So did my eyes
Shit, bolt's sister? Lingbo micro step in the legend? Is Superman's real identity a woman? Dammit, running 100 meters at this speed can set a new world record?!
Murphy glanced at me with her rosy cheeks, and probably knew why I was so surprised that I could not close my mouth. Suddenly, she was ashamed of herself. She turned her head and turned her back to me and whispered to Xiao Yike, ”this is the only photo of me and Dad...”
Looking at Murphy carefully wiping the picture frame, I felt a little sad in my heart. My family was no longer there. The only group photo was the only formed memory left in the world. It was absolutely priceless treasure for Murphy. No wonder she would be so panic stricken.
On the way home to send Xiao Yike, who was rarely silent all the way, she suddenly pulled her eyes back from the night scene outside the window, blinking her big starlike eyes and asked me, ”uncle, is sister Murphy's father dead?”
”Well,” I thought of Murphy's life experience, my heart suddenly heavy, ”she is very poor, on her eighteenth birthday, her father unfortunately encountered a car accident.”
”Is it...” Xiao Yi was silent for a while, then said: ”uncle, how is sister Murphy doing to you?”
”Very good.” I can't help wondering why the girl suddenly became serious?
”Which is better?” Xiao Yi can be very small 38's excavation of my inner scars, ”is it like friends or lovers? Or like other Oh, in a word, how is she doing to you? ”
Apart from friends and lovers, only the role of passers-by? I replied weakly, ”like a friend...”
Xiao Yi knows that I like Murphy, and I don't need to hide or refuse her questions. I am very clear that this is what men call self-esteem. Even if they don't want to mention it, they are more afraid of being seen as weak and fragile. I understand that those who dare to face pain will grow up and learn to be strong.
In the face of the reality of emotional frustration, it's like the alcohol sprinkled on the wound, the pain is complete, and the recovery is complete.
”Do you think she's normal?”
”I don't think you're normal.” I have no idea what the girl is trying to say.
”Is it Well, maybe I think too much. She does look normal. ”