9 Shock #1 (2/2)
After four our I arrived to his room. I opened the door.... What the f*ck? What did he do in his room?
Was he fought with someone? I began to pick up books and sheets on the floor and put them in shelves than I fix clothes on hangers and put them in dresser. What is wrong with him? Was he trying to find something in his stuff? I thought about, that he is crazy but I didn't think he is crazy like this. I cleaned his study desk. I look at shelves some new books were placed in there that I didn't read them. I read every books that is here most of them are historical novel and science articles.
I read new books titles ”sherlock Holmes” not bad. ”stalking Jack the ripper” wow he has all four books, I become jealous,I read there ebook.
”and then there were none”, ”Margaret Etwood”, ”1890”, ”sharp objects”, ”misery”, ”the institute”.
Why he read English novel? Why all of them are mystery and criminal? That's so strange.
I get one of the book and start to read it when I want to put it back something take my attention. This box wasn't here before, behind the shelves was a box that I didn't see before. I took it and opened it. For minutes I shocked with what I was looking at. What the hell is this? It is real. Calm down, Rosa. Breath. Breath.
My hands were shaking for what I was watching at, and can't slow down my heart beat. I closed it and put it in its place and put book there. The box was completely hidden behind all this book.
I sit on bed. My mind go in different places, all the criminal movie and books I read. Criminal?!
I think I understand why father wanted me to keep an eye on his son at least for three month.
He should have known something about this, too. I covered my face with my hand. God. What should I do?! Someone in my mind said ”ignoring is the best way. Walked away and pretend you saw nothing. ” yes I should do this.
I stand up and cleaned everything immediately, and walked out of his room. I go into kitchen and checked food. I don't think I can make dessert right now by all of this things that keeping my mind busy. I need shower than I can focus again.
I went in my room and removed all my clothes and walked in bathroom. I turned on the water and I lye in bath tube. Water was cold, gradually it become warm.