6 Friend (1/2)

I woke up. Today I should go to university after two weeks. I stand up and dressed in my formal uniform.I stand in front of mirror my face was awful.. But.. Who care.. I have always been myself without make up because it can cause cancer in futer so never mind what others think about my face, my health is more important. I get my bag and came out of my room and go straight into kitchen. After preparing breakfast I thought about what to do,take it to his room or he will come here. I should asked him last night but I forgot.

”oh god..” I sighned and close my eyes.

”is your ship sank?!” I opened my eyes in shock and turned back to see him. He was leaning to refrigerator and have glass of juice in his hand. When did he came here?! Why I didn't see him? Did he come from door why there was no sound.. God is he gene..Why he appeared like this in morning ?!

”don't push your mind too much , it might explode.. I come from door,” he sit on chair near desk and start eating. Well I didn't hear door maybe it was open. But how I should say him I should go to university?! Is he except?! Or he say you should stay home and make launch for me, come on Rosa just ask him I open my mouth to ask him but before I tell something he said”don't you want to eat breakfast? Or you just want to glare at me like that. ”I sit and start to make sandwiche for myself,how should I say” can I ask you something ” he noded with his head” I should go to university..”

He move his hand in the air like removing something and said” well, don't you want to eat your breakfast and go sooner!! I don't think your lazy student, Are you?! ”

” No, I'm not lazy” I rolled my eyes and put my sandwiches in cover and put it on my bag.

”I hope so because I don't like lazy students ” I wanted to tell him its none of your business but instead I said ”I will come back before lunch, should I make lunch for one or two person?!”

”two, or you suppose to not make lunch for yourself” I smiled in half and said” I thought you stay in company for lunch today. So I wanted to make food just for myself.. ” he cut my sentence again ”I won't go to company today. Now you should hurry before your class being late. Leave” I bowed my head and get out of kitchen. I didn't think he react like that,Didn't he learn how to talk with girls? How rude! ”leave..” he said like he is ordering. I wave my hand for taxi and got into car.

I try to forget about his manner. I breathe deeply and knocked on the door of class and opened it, class goes silent for minutes and than one sound come ”Rosa, can you please don't knock before coming into class we think it's teacher..” I looked at Armin, one of classmate that hate me, ” don't you know I like making you nervous” and I grinned ”roooooseeey”

I turned back and some one jump into my huge ”rosey I missed you, where have you been this two weeks, teachers said your sick, Are you better?!”

I separated myself with her and said” yes, dear. I'm okay. Lets take seat.” I sit near her and her brother.

She take my face in her hand and looked at me.”did you see yourself in mirror, you said you are okay while your face tell something else. Why you didn't make up? You look like zombie with this pale skin and those hole under your eyes... ”

” hey sister let her go, why you take her face like that, she hurt” she took her hand and rolled her eyes for her brother. ”it's non of your business what I do with my friend”

”she is my friend, too. When you want to believe this?!” she frowned and said ”I met her sooner than you and because you were greedy you become friend with her, too. If I wasn't her friend you weren't her friend, too. You jealous boy.”

I looked at them they always faught with each other for any reason . I laughed and said”come on. It's not important who met me first, what is important is that you two are my only friend so please stop fighting with each other. ” they looked at me,and they become silent. Saman said ”okay mom you win. we don't fight with each other but why were you absent for two week?You are our nerd. its rare that you don't come to classes. Was something wrong?! Tell us what happened we are your friend.”

I smiled in half and said ”it was about my step father..” I put down my head. ”he finished.” two of them goes silent for minutes after that Sara huge me and said ”you should told us sooner. I'm sorry for your loss.” I tried to don't cry and kissed her cheek. ”I'm sorry I didn't want to make you worry. He was sick for long time we were excepted that, this will happen. And please don't cry, I don't like to cry in class” he seprated from me and remove her tears with her hand and said ”I shocked, your step father was too kind...” she take her head up and push her eyes with hand ”I shouldn't cry, I shouldn't cry”

”Rosa” I look at Saman. His eyes were confused and sad. ”you should told us.” I noded with my head. ”I'm sorry, but I was too busy, lot of thing happened unexpectedly, and I were shocked, too”

Saman noded ”I know, I'm sorry for your loss.” and he leand to his chair and stared to door.

I was being friend with them for four years. They have lot of memory from father, too. they are my only friends and I don't like see theme this way. I laughed and said ”come on babies. Don't be like this. We will die, too. Sara you should think about my face, look at me, I'm look like old woman.” I take her hands in my hands.

”please do something for me, my lady. I think all boys hate to look at my face, see I have crack on my lips and you can planting flower under my eyes.” I looked at Saman and said to her ”see even your brother can't look at my fucking face.”

He frowned and said ”shut up,Rosa. You look better than Sara even in this awful face.”

She shouted ”what the fuck did you said, asshole?”

Sara has big black eyes with thick eyebrows and long eyelashes, small nose, big lips and curly hair. She is perfect and his brother, too,because they are twins but his hair is straight and soft.

” you are asshole..... ” with sound of the door both of them become silent. I stared at door. Teacher came into class and every one stands. Mr. Salami is our psychology teacher , he is young and attractive. All the girl in University like him because he is rich and he has kind heart. He sit on his chair and looked around class and his eyes stopped on me, oh no not again. His voice come” miss. Rostami What a pleasure of seeing you?! Do you feel better?! ” I smiled and said” thank you, I feel better.”