Chapter 1017 (1/2)
Song Xi doesn't know how to get off the stage. Her negative emotions, like a flood, instantly devour all her reason and even her normal perception. She feels that she is about to collapse, as if she can't let go of crying.
George Sheng took Song Xi's shoulder, and she was shaking all over. He could see that she wanted to restrain herself, but the more restrained she was, the more fierce she rebounded. He almost half hugged her and helped her to the rest room. As soon as the door closed, he immediately hugged her in his arms, stroked her back and said, ”it's OK, it's OK. If you want to cry, don't bear it.”
He really regretted that he had found something wrong with her. Why didn't he stop her and make her so sad.
Song Xi stands rigidly in georgesheng's arms. Her heart is so depressed that she can't cry. She just opens her mouth and breathes deeply like an asthmatic. Georgesheng holds her and wants to give her warmth and safety. But she feels shackled, suffocated, breathless and irritable.
Raising her hand, she pushed Georges Sheng's waist and slowly stepped back. Georges Sheng didn't know what she was going to do, so he could only let go of her hand. Song Xi's eyes drooped slightly and his face was never as ugly as before. He was worried. He said tentatively, ”shall we go to the hospital?”
He asked Fan Jie in private and knew that Song Xi suffered from postpartum depression, which depends on when the patient can adjust. However, people who are sick don't like to treat themselves as patients, especially emotional diseases. Therefore, George Sheng was very careful to say that he was afraid of stimulating her.
Song Xi and George Sheng maintain a distance of one meter. Standing in the same place, she takes a few deep breaths and tries to suppress her emotions with her reason. She is an adult with reason and judgment. She can't be deliberately provoked by some people to affect herself and her family. There are so many guests outside, and she has a baby
She would like to say that there are no problems and contradictions that can not be resolved between her and George Sheng, and he will help her.
In just a few seconds, no one knows how difficult the ideological struggle Song Xi has experienced. What she has to overcome is not only the mood affected by Sheng Qianyu, but the uncontrollable sense of loss after her illness.
After closing his eyes for a while, when he opens them again, Song Xi slowly looks up at Georges Sheng in front of him. There is no place to hide his worries and heartache. It's as if her sadness is directly added to him ten times and a hundred times.
”Well, are you better?” Georgeson's voice was deep, gentle and careful.
Song Xi looked at him, opened his lips, and asked: ”when dad died, why do you want me to go to the funeral?”
When Georges Sheng heard the words, his pupils were obviously in a flash, which seemed to be an accident. Unexpectedly, she would suddenly ask this question.
Song Xi looked at George Sheng without blinking. She didn't want to miss any subtle expression on his face. Seeing that he didn't make a sound immediately after the accident, her tears surged up in an instant. ”Have you sent a text message to Sheng Qianyu to let her come back?” The voice has been suppressed to the point that it is squeezed out of the throat.
George Sheng finally understands why Song Xi suddenly loses control of her emotions. Seeing her eyes blurred by tears, he doesn't think about anything. He just wants to help her wipe away her tears and hold her in his arms.
However, as soon as he made an action, Song Xi subconsciously stepped back, frowned, and a flattened voice came out of his mouth: ”you explain it to me, I don't believe what Sheng Qianyu said, I don't believe a word.”