Chapter 827 (2/2)

Xu Shunping nodded, ”don't worry, I'm ready.”

The operation went smoothly. After Lu Fangqi woke up, Xu Shunping followed her instructions and asked, ”Fang Qi, who is Xiao Xi?”

Lu Fangqi was very weak, but firmly replied: ”my daughter...”

At that moment, Xu Shunping nodded with a smile, but tears fell down.

At that time, both Lu Fangqi and Xu Shunping thought that the so-called memory loss was just the doctor's exaggeration of the postoperative influence. After all, at the beginning, Lu Fangqi remembered everything, except Song Xi, she also remembered song Yuanqing, every bit of the past.

However, Xu soon found that Lu Fangqi's memory was declining at the speed visible to the naked eye. At first, she was afraid of forgetting and would tell him a lot about the past. Then she would repeat what she had said in the morning, and in the afternoon or evening, but Xu could not bear to break it.

Slowly, Lu Fangqi will forget that her diary is on the bedside table. Every time he reminds her, she will be extremely depressed or even irritable. She is afraid of forgetting and losing her memory.

The doctor found Xu Shunping in private and told him that Lu Fangqi couldn't bear such stimulation after the operation, which was also harmful to her recovery. Many things should be natural, and forced memory would only make her feel more pressure.

So Xu Shunping took Lu Fangqi's diary away from the bedside table. He was trying to find out if she would remember. At first, she still remembered to look for it, because there must be something recorded on it. She couldn't remember. Gradually, she even forgot to look for her notebook.

Forgetting is a very frightening thing, especially from the perspective of onlookers. However, Lu Fangqi can't remember the past, so he will no longer have the burden in his heart, and his body is slowly improving.

Xu Shunping is very contradictory. He doesn't know which is more important between forgetting the pain and remembering the happiness. He gets along with Lu Fangqi day and night. He is also human and selfish. He thinks if she forgets the past, will he have a chance to come back with her?

Once this idea appears, it's like a greedy beast, gradually devouring all the disguised goodness and morality. Life is short, and he has missed a lot of time. Why can't he fight for a little for himself?

Xu Shunping weaves a past for Lu Fangqi, a past with song Yuanqing but not Song Xi. Therefore, in Lu Fangqi's ”memory”, she had an unhappy marriage. Song Yuanqing is just a vague impression in her mind. She thinks that if we break up peacefully, then we don't need to be in debt, we just need to be safe.

She married Xu Shunping and gave birth to a son. Because of her bad memory, he needed to accompany her often. For her and her children, he once planned to give up work. He gave her a life she had longed for but could not reach. He really spoiled her into a carefree person. He would always remind her if he was there.

Xu Shunping works in the United States. Every year, he sends an email to song Yuanqing as Lu Fangqi, asking about Song Xi's recent situation. Song Yuanqing remarries. He is relieved that Lu Fangqi left that year. He only says that everything is OK and he can come back to have a look when he has time.

With the growth of age, every time Xu Le calls for Lu Fangqi's mother, Song Xi's face will appear in Xu Shunping's mind. Lele's mother is also her mother. He wants to find a time to have a showdown with Lu Fangqi until song Yuanqing has an accident in China