Chapter 499 (1/2)
The three often get together, but they haven't been like this for a long time. They drink and talk and cry together. Song Xi has the impression that last time it was because of her father. At that time, Han Chunmeng also held her and cried, telling her not to be afraid. They will always be with her.
But women's tears can't be compared with men's tears. Maybe women are born with the right to cry, but men have to have tears. What kind of despair should Gu Dongxu have in his heart to cry so regardless of face.
Maybe at this moment, he came back to his childhood in a trance. At that age when he could still shed tears, when Qiao Shuxin told him for the first time that he could not be a policeman when he grew up, he cried like now, feeling that the sky had collapsed.
Song Xi as a ”past person”, she said to Gu Dongxu with tears: ”don't be afraid, as long as it doesn't hurt to death, it can always continue to live, and gradually it will become better, slowly...”
Gu Dongxu's eyes are red, his throat is sour, he can't drink wine and he can't speak, but his heart has been asking repeatedly, how long, how long can he forget the despair at the moment.
Han Chunmeng has already accompanied Gu Dongxu to cry. At this time, her nose and eyes are red, and she is oppressed by sour. She says, ”Dongxu, I respect you for being a man. What's wrong with not being a policeman? You are always the best and best policeman in my heart. You are worthy of this uniform It's not in vain that I love you once. Han Chunmeng left this sentence in her heart.
Gu Dongxu is so miserable that Song Xi and Han Chunmeng are locked in the ward to drink. During the period when the nurse comes to inspect the ward, Song Xi blocks them back.
Gu Dongxu shed tears several times. He said that it was like the insistence all the time. Suddenly, it was gone. He didn't know what he could do in the future.
Song Xi said: ”you are you. If you don't become a policeman, you are also Gu Dongxu. No matter what you do, as long as the tone of your heart doesn't go away, you haven't changed.”
Han Chunmeng also said: ”the happiest thing in my life is to know you two. You taught me to work hard, be brave and kind. Now, Dongxu, you teach me to be persistent. What's the matter with you when you are in trouble! You didn't bend down“
Gu Dongxu was stabbed by this sentence. He said with red eyes, ”I didn't take it!”
It's true that he can't dye the white into the gray. He feels uncomfortable just thinking about it. Georgeson says that he is a child spoiled by his parents. He has been stubbornly dreaming in his own world. Maybe... But this is his last persistence. From now on, when he wakes up, he will return to the ”adult” world, Let's leave this last bit of persistence to his dream of being a policeman for more than 20 years.
Han Chunmeng takes the lead in picking up the beer can, and the three drink with tears in their eyes. When George Sheng calls Song Xi, Song Xi is lying beside the bed, listening to Han Chunmeng's despair when he gave up ballet because he was too fat when he was six years old. George Sheng says that he is nearby, and now he comes to pick her up.
Song Xi said, ”no, I'll go back by myself later.”
When Gu Dongxu heard this, he guessed who the other party was. He turned his head and said, ”go back first. I'll talk to Mengmeng for a while.”
Han Chunmeng's drinking capacity is not good. He gets drunk the fastest. He doesn't think about it at the moment. He just says to Song Xi, ”it's OK. You go first. I'll stay with him tonight.”
Song Xi asked, ”are you two OK?”
Han Chunmeng touched Gu Dongxu's leg in plaster cast and joked: ”don't worry, he is like this. What else can I do?”
Song Xi chuckles and gets up to go downstairs. Before leaving, she punches Gu Dongxu on the shoulder. Their eyes are opposite. Although they are all red eyed, their eyes are clear.
Song Xi said: ”young master, I announce that from now on you will be promoted to my idol.”