Chapter 39 (1/2)

I have a gentle mother and father that work as merchants. I live healthy full of affection from the two of them, but there was a turning point in my life when I reached the age of 18. My father shouldered a large amount of debt from a lord. My life had changed completely, but the love from my parents was still unchanged.

From that time, the lord offered to take me as his wife to clear the debt but my parents refused obstinately even after I had said various thing to convince them....

I’d like to repay their love even a little so I decided to sell my body. I consulted with my father's acquaintance Garrett-san, to work at his place. I somehow managed to go through my first time by myself. Garret-san also helped me as well, he didn’t bring unpleasant or strange customer closer.

(TL : I couldn't understand her reasoning why she did it and there is no details explanation either)

Still, I couldn’t get the money if I didn’t take a costumer at all. After that I slept several times with some costumers, nothing would get done if I did nothing.

Everytime I was held held by someone whom I didn't know his name, my heart is dying. But I couldn’t stop because there was a debt to be paid.

The lord also came a couple of times to embraced me. At that time my heart really began to die and my emotions seemed to disappear.

I do not want to remember it....

Even so, I could make a friend as I lived here. The person I most get along with was a cat-eared woman, Nena-san. Her ears are cute and we often talked. I talked about my own life and cried.

Six months after I started working here, Garret-san called me to his room. I was introduced to Regan-san. I was surprised to hear that he is a guild master of this city. He also was Garret-san’s party member when he was still adventuring. And then Regan-san brought me a little hope....

He said that father’s debt might be the lord’s scheme that tried to get me. And I was more surprised to hear that they were currently doing an investigation to find the evidence. I cried when I thought that I just need to endure it a little more.

From that point, my heart didn’t feel like dying anymore when being held by a costumer. With my anger towards the lord in my heart, I believed that someday everything would end so I worked hard.

Half a year had passed since that time, I was 19 years old now-----

There was a meeting of destiny for me. According to Garret-san’s story, a strong hero that saved the city from majin will come to this place. When I talking with Nena about it, she suggested to use that person for a moment of need.

I headed to the drawing room led by the talking voice of Garret-san. There was a man with Regan-san. A man with a mediocre facial appearance and black eyes that look harmless. Is he really the person that people are talking about? It was my first impression. However, if he really has such strength, it will be useful if I approach him to keep the lord away from me. I will use this body to get closer to him. But that day I had failed because he collapse after drink liquor.

The lord's investigation is still progressing. I feel relieved because I had succeeded to make an appointment for next meeting with Wazu-san.

The next time we meet, I was prepared to sleep with Wazu-san because this was that kind of place. I thought it was possible to obtain the strongest ally with this dirty body of mine, but it didn’t happen. We just spent our time talking with each other.

However, this is the firts time in my life to feel this way, my heart felt it was being healed when I talk with him. But the fun time had ended with a noise. As soon as I recognized there was an incident I headed to the drawing room.

Garret-san was defeated and I was caught by a savage person. But the situation was over in a blink of an eye. I had been rescued before I noticed it and the barbarians were cleaned up in flash.

I was just looking at Wazu-san’ s back. He said something but it didn’t enter my head. I just watched the figure of him leavimg this place, my heart was beating so fast at an alarming rate.

The investigation has entered it's final stage. When I’m being embraced by a costumer, there is something that comes to my mind.

I wish he was Wazu-san.