Chapter 15 (1/2)

I am lying on the bed upon entering the room. Not too wide or narrow, it’s a decent room. I can feel that it has been properly cleaned.

The Inn-way huh..... it’s deep.....

No... No... No... No... No...!!

I almost got brainwashed. That Lula..... what a fearful girl..... Setting that aside I have to think about my future now.

The problem is my powers too strong.....

Up until now, I thought of myself as just an ordinary person. But the present me is an existence that can be called a monster..... That’s why I don’t know what to do with myself.....  in the first place, is this all real..... if you believe in Goddess-sama’s description, even I can destroying a stars if seriously use my power.

It’s frightening just to think about it.....

Involuntarily, I was shivering while I wrapped my body on the bed..... no matter how strong I became, my soul is that of an ordinary person. It can’t be helped if I was scared.....

I don’t know how long I have been lost in thought.....

But a small fire lit in my heart, certainly it’s a frightening power..... However it wouldn't have been possible to rescue Sarona-san without it before.....

I can save someone using this power. If I always hesitated, when the time comes I might not be able to protect someone I want to protect..... if that's so, there is no reason to hesitate huh. Although I can’t use it thoughtlessly..... but I have decided to use it.

*konkon*

[Wazu-saaaan! Dinner is ready~] (Lula)

[Hyaiii~!!] (Wazu)

It surprised me, because of that I answer Lula calls with a strange voice. When the door opened, Lula who wearing an apron give me a wry smile. It’s embarassing....

A considerable time has passed since I entered my room, when I come down following Lula the sun had already set. There were many people who seemed to be adventurers at the table in the dining room. Everyone respectively eating, drinking, laughing, or grumbling, they are all having fun.  Lula guided me to a table at the corner of room and I sat down there. After saying she will immediately come back with food, Lula disappeared into the back counter. While waiting for my meal to come, I was looking at the atmosphere of the dining room.

How nicee~ everyone is having fun~ it was quite envious watching them---

[Someday you also can make your own party as well. Here it is, sorry to kept you waiting] (Kayla)

Kayla-san placed a dish in front of me while saying so. She can read my mind it’s embarassing, I changed my attention to the food.

Grilled seasoned meat, salad, soup, and bread, nothing special with this food, even so it was quite a feast for me. That reminds me, it’s been quite a while huh..... usually I always ate grilled meat at the time I lived in mountain. But at the Elf village, there was only wild grass and tree nuts. After a long time let’s savor the meat's taste..... *gulp*.....

I was eating the foods wholeheartedly. Sometime the parents and child smiling happily while looking at me.

[What the heck is this!! It’s taste so bad, I can’t eat something like this!!]

While feeling my stomach which was full after I finished my meal, some unforgiveable words had reached my ears.

[That’s why I told you before to stopped Homura from enter this place]

[I know it already, it just once in a while I want to try and eat food from this kind of place]