513 He Is Not a Possibility for You 7 (1/2)

”Su… Su… Zhinian…”

Another 'Su Zhinian' filtered through door and her tears.

Qin Yinan suddenly felt a part of his heart break; the pain knocked the breath out of him completely.

Was there a more painful experience in the world than regret?

When he was hospitalized, he should not have opened Pandora's box, but he did. After he found out about all the wrongs that he had accidentally done by her throughout the years, he desperately wanted to compensate, to make amends, but… at that time, he realized the girl no longer needed his compensation or amends.

The girl who traded poems with him was his first real love; it was the most beautiful dream he had ever been a part of. But at the end of day, no matter how beautiful it was, it was ultimately just a dream.

He still wanted to live in that wonderful dream, but the girl had moved on, taking the colors of the dream with her, forcing him to come face to face with the cruel reality.

So, what should he do now?

He knew the answer perfectly well, because he had answered that question a long time ago in a poem when he was still a teen.

”May you hold my hand in love and companionship, but may good fortune hold yours in parting and solitude.”

He mouthed this promise that he had made several years ago soundlessly before slowly leaning against the wooden door. As the sound of crying continued to drift into his ears, a heavy shade of pain floated across his eyes.

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