347 Stay Like This Forever 9 (1/2)
He had told her outright that the only reason he was treating her so nicely was because he felt he owed her for that night.
However, even so, she found herself yearning for his acts of kindness; in fact, if possible, she wanted him to be good to her forever.
Forever…
Su Zhinian, who was looking out the window expressionlessly, shook violently when he read the word in Song Qingchun's mind.
His sudden reaction woke Song Qingchun up, and before she could understand what was happening, he pulled his hand away from her stomach.
Song Qingchun frowned, noticing the lack of weight on her stomach, and she asked with confusion, ”What's wrong?”
He stood up urgently and dashed out of the room without a look at her as if he hadn't even heard her question.
”Su Zhinian, wait…” Song Qingchun sat up in her bed in a hurry, but before she could get the rest of the sentence out, the door to her bedroom was slammed shut, causing the rest of her words to stop in her throat.
…
Su Zhinian's face was blanched as he leaned against her room door. His fist gripped the door knob tightly, and his whole body was frozen solid.
It was like he was battling an inner struggle. Eventually, he loosened his grip on her door knob and walked toward his study.
He sat before his desk and lost himself, looking at the wall across from his table. Finally, he pulled open one of the desk drawers and picked up his diary.