Chapter 313 (2/2)

The stewards said one by one and came back in a circle. Warming the wine gave me a headache.

When I came to Yu Liang again, ”to tell the shopkeeper, when I was young, I always thought that people had a long life, but they had a lot of trouble.”

Wen Jiu's eyes fell on the middle-aged steward, who was not confused. His eyes were seven points bleak and three points confused.

Yu Liang smiled bitterly, ”when I was young, there was a girl next door who was happy with each other. My father went early. My old mother was in poor health, and there were young brothers and sisters to support. Not to mention marrying a daughter-in-law, she even had a problem with her three meals and clothing. As for her family, she had a little surplus money, and she was the Pearl of her family...”

Warming wine, Yu Liang used all the words he knew to the girl next door. Beauty is in the eyes of lovers. It's really good. Everything is good.

But the girl was so nice that Yu Liang didn't marry her.

”When I was 17 years old, she was 15 years old. I sat on the eaves of the house and watched the matchmakers from all over the country break through the threshold of her house. I also wanted to propose marriage. But as soon as I entered the house, I saw that the rice jar at home was at the end. My brother and sister were crying for a piece of cake, and the old mother was coughing in the hospital bed and was out of breath...” Yu Liang was born in a bitter family. He was old and steady in the jade hall, It's rare to say so much.

As soon as the chatterbox was opened, there was something unbearable, ”I know I live in the mire, and maybe I can't get out all my life, but that day she came to me and said she likes me and just wants to marry me. She's not afraid of hardship. But I'm afraid. I was always afraid that I would drag her down.”

Yu Liang's eyes glittered with water, ”She was born with no worries about food and clothing, loved by her parents and sheltered by her brother. If she married me, those would be gone, and she would fall into the mire with me. What if she regretted it in the future? Even if she didn't regret it, I, a mediocre and useless person, couldn't make her live a good life all her life and make her become a disease like my old mother. She was tortured by pain for half her life. It's better to live than die What shall we do? ”

Warm wine and silence.

Yu said these words, word by word, quietly invaded into the body with the cold wind, and quietly scattered into all parts and bones unknowingly.

She thinks she is not a good girl. She is greedy for money and lust and is afraid of death. There is no place worthy of love.

Xie Heng's previous entanglement was just because he had destroyed her innocence and had no other way, so he wanted to marry her to erase his previous mistakes.

Wen Jiu hated him because of what happened at the beginning, but more often he thought: he is still so young, so he can't understand his feelings for a moment. What if he meets someone he really loves and regrets marrying her in the future?

In order to avoid regret in the future, the best thing is to cut everything off now.

The young administrators also heard Yu Liang's story about his youth for the first time. They gradually fell into God, and no one spoke.

There was only light rain around, and the wind swayed the shadow of the trees.

Yu Liang stood in front of the window and turned to face the wind and rain. His voice became much lower unconsciously, ”At that time, I refused her, and even took my old mother and sister-in-law to leave my hometown in order to cut off her idea. I came to bafangcheng, where I worked as an apprentice, worked hard at the wharf and earned money desperately... I finally mixed up some people in the tenth year after I left her. My old mother left, and my sister-in-law and sister-in-law became their own homes. I wanted to go back and see her...”

Warm wine raised his eyes and looked at Lao Yu standing in the hazy sky. Somehow, the tip of his nose was very sour.

Yu Liang is almost forty years old. He looks well, has no problem with his body, and has a lot of monthly money. Usually, someone always makes matchmaking for him, but he is stunned that he hasn't married for so many years.

Wen Jiu felt strange at the beginning. Men at this age don't like eating, drinking, whoring and gambling. They don't have any problems with their bodies. Why don't they want to start a family.

It turned out that there was such an old thing.

”I think she didn't marry such a useless person as me. She should live well. Her husband's family is rich and her children are ignorant and lovely, but none of these...” Yu Liang carried the people on his back, raised his sleeve and wiped the corners of his eyes, turned and looked at the warm wine.

Old Yu's eyes turned red and his voice trembled. ”When I went back, I only saw her grave. My hometown told me that she died in the third year I left. She refused everyone's request for marriage and waited at my door every day. For three years, rain and wind broke her body...”