Chapter 550 - Unexpected Twist (18) (2/2)

She slowly looked back at hiure out what kind of thought, soul, and heart were in her calht, she had always been like that He could not know her deeply Even though he was in the same place as her, he felt like he was in a different place froeniuses in different ways, but even if their cooking methods were different, they were in a different world froht when I can win unconditionally, or I fight when I expect no loss even if I get defeated”

“Well, I don’t think you would not lose anything if you get defeated Do you think you can win unconditionally this time?”

“Well, my principles don’t apply to this co Even if you suffer a loss because I get defeated, I can’t give in Nathan, don’t feel sorry even if you lost in this kind of competition”

“But I’ve suffered a loss”

“Yeah It hurts It’s painful But it won’t change anything even if you burn marijuana just because it hurts Maybe a momentary inspiration can save you, but it’s only a short salvation You won’t get inspiration with anything buttheir lives like that, right?”

When she pointed it out, he didn’t respond She didn’t say that she was confident of winning because she also witnessed and tried Dave’s dishes today Perhaps that hy she was in distress right now right here like hi difference between her agonies and his Maybe that hy he wanted to put out feelers about her state of mind

So he asked, “Can you win?”

She let out a sigh Since his question was less no matter what it was She suddenly recalled Min-joon at that moment

Hoould he answer in this situation? Maybe he would reply with an oily s Min-joon

“Well, I don’t kno”

The problem was that she didn’t kno to beat Dave

She made a cynical smile at that moment Of course, it was at herself, not Nathan, that she s only, but she felt she still lagged far behind Dave

She stopped talking with hi their own dishes To be precise, it was she alone as cooking now because he, as on drugs at theti, then he suddenly started cooking After that, he caood or bad sense

‘If he started to rely on drugs, he won’t be able to stop it’

In fact, the addictiveness of cannabis was not as strong as alcohol or tobacco So, it was not common to see a cannabis addict But it was a different story if the person’s job relied on creativity like a chef For the moment, they were drunk on cannabis, they could borrow the sense of a genius The less talented they were, the more elated they felt at the moment

In the end, the reason why they were addicted to cannabis was because of their aspirations rather than addiction, namely their aspirations for better talent andsenses They wanted to take a peek into that scary and beautiful world where instinct and reason, consciousness and unconsciousness were mixed They wanted to fall into that turbid cleanliness

So, June understood that Nathan turned to hemp To be honest, because of her weakness, she said the sa herself if she could borrow soarded her possible reliance on drugs as a failure Even if she beat Dave by relying on the power of that stinky s it to an athlete was probably a pretty good exa difference in satisfaction when he beat his opponent in a sober state of s

Not everyone was like June, but in the end, she was living day by day for her own self-satisfaction So, she didn’t want to ruin the cause of her life up to now because of her weakness Even if she was dissatisfied with the final results of the coht that her moments of satisfaction should be whole and clean, above all

What she was es’ evaluation More precisely, she was preparing the ingredients for the sauces for the azpacho She was planning to serve this gazpacho with forrain mustard ice cream