Chapter 615 (1/2)

When Lorraine Hill opened his eyes again, he found himself sitting in a room in a tall tower.

Dim light on the table, the window is already late at night, quiet.

There was no one else in the room, just herself.

After waiting for a while, nothing happened, Lorraine Hill turned his attention to the desk in front of him.

A thick book with a copper shell is quietly placed there. Its edges and corners are worn and shiny. It seems that it has been used for a long time.

She opened the book and began to read it slowly.

Most of them are complicated formulas, calculation process, some design sketches, inspiration, etc. until the last part, there are some diary like records.

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Suddenly feel a kind of fatigue, even if it is me, there are also tired and powerless.

Ozzie's domestic affairs, big and small, have never been cut off, more than I imagined.

It's time to decentralize, as Edwina said, everything has to be balanced.

But these are just a little troublesome things. What makes me tired is the despair in the endless search.

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When I was very young, I met Trina Sha for a short time, the butterfly witch with the same time name.

I do not know why, it is a short, ordinary, less than half a day to meet, but the scene of that day has always been in my mind.

I was taken by sister Selene and met her. At that time, she was also carrying a little girl, heidis.

”Are you Dorothy?” Those eyes looked at me and didn't treat me as a child who didn't understand anything.

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”Want to pursue knowledge and truth? But that's not necessarily the way to happiness. ” At that time, the butterfly witch led me and Hades to walk in the flowers among the trees.

”The more you touch, the more you know, the more holes and ugliness you'll find.”

”So as to become more and more suspicious of past opinions and opinions, and finally remain skeptical of everything, so as to refuse and do not believe in any good things. Because that's a departure from interest and reason. ”

”But ah, even so, after seeing so many misfortunes and ugliness, I still miss and appreciate the little irrational warmth.”

”At least they make me feel at ease.”

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This is all the words I heard when I was with the butterfly witch for a short time.

Just a few words, I did not care, because the exploration of knowledge is so wonderful, strength is so happy, I can do anything I want to do.

I think so until the last few years.

However, it was only recently that I gradually came into contact with my own ceiling and limit, and realized my weakness and insignificance.

Although the country of Oz is becoming stronger and stronger day by day, I can no longer grasp every aspect when the number of people reaches tens of millions. It's hard to get out of control.

And in the exploration of the galaxy universe, there are also many adverse news.

Ivar galaxy is located at the end of the spiral arm of the Milky way. There are few star systems around it, and they are very far apart. If we want to open up more suitable stars in the future, we have to go to the center of the spiral arm.

However, the situation on the other side of the rotating arm... (Lorraine hill looks at here, Dorothy seems to pause for a long time and fall to several deep origins.)

The ancient people are really great and crazy.

How many stellar systems have they colonized and built, so that the huge number of corpses form a wall of sighs that blocks everything. Those illusions wandering in the void, like immortal ghosts, linger forever and chase the living wisdom.

Maybe this planet is the only paradise and home. It's a happy and sad word.

Now that I know all this, I also begin to hesitate. Is it to continue to maintain the illusory happiness for thousands of years, or to tell everyone the cruel truth that we are just small animals living in cages.

Truth is not necessarily good, it can even bring more harm, and it is not good for life. It's like telling a young mother that your child is bound to die. It's inevitable. She should be very sad and unhappy.

But now, I can't go back.

Now that the road has been established, countless people and friends have tied up the train and rushed to the inevitable future

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Lorraine Hill looked at the following scribbled and messy record, which was Dorothy's constant reflection and self argument.

In the later period of Oz, Dorothy's thoughts split.

Some still insist on fighting against the endless mirage, even if it will lead to the destruction of everything.

The other part thinks that it is important to maintain the peace and happiness of the moment. There are so many things in the starry sky that people may not need them.

For this reason, she also asked Titus to make a similar illusion for herself. They often argued with each other and told each other in academic seminars, so as to convey both views and let the domestic mages choose by themselves.

Such behavior, of course, led to the division of the domestic mages. Finally, after the collapse of Oz, the two sides also came to the opposite situation.

Under the pressure of green threats and ambitious goals, the rurnas pay more attention to efficiency and data, and gradually go to the extreme of pursuing power. This is almost a historical necessity.

When the copper book was finished, Lorraine Hill's eyes darkened, and the scenery around him changed and appeared in another room.

Now she was in front of the mirror, looking at the girl in the same black skirt and stockings.

Suddenly, the girl with black hair in the mirror smiles.

”Are you the one who reads my diary in the future?” It was as if Dorothy was standing on the other side of the mirror talking to her.

”Who could it be? Suqin, tidys, Edwina, Agatha, and I are going to fight the night

”But if you can get this diary, that means I'm not here.”

”In fact, there is a lot of nonsense in the front of the diary, which has nothing to do with the truth.”

”You are not very careful, but also guess what clues, ha ha.”

”In fact, although these deeds have nothing to do with the truth, they are important experiences of my personal growth. If I don't tell you, how can I understand how great the owner of this diary is? ”

”Well, now let's get to the point. What kind of world do we live in

”There is no doubt that this is a world with brilliant civilization. They live in an era about 50000-60000 years from now. This group of past existence created many races in the world, and today's humans, elves, orcs, can be said to be its branches. ”

”It sounds unbelievable, but it is true that the unimaginable ancient civilization, like a God, transformed the world and created new life.”