Chapter 98 Ju Into a Pit (1/2)
They had never said they liked each other and had never talked about their feelings They were just people taking the saree, perhaps she was the only calm bay in this restless society filled with ave him some spiritual comfort
He admired her stubbornness, admired her self-love, and admired her ability to rise unstained fro drowned in it
A person was like their nalian
It was not a kitschy name at all because her character and lofty air made it even less so
The only people who knew of the relationshi+p between hilian were friends of the saht they were a couple and had occasionally teased them
They never adirl only bowed her head and sether, an unfathoht that even if they could not be lovers, they would beco forward
But one night during Ding Ning's fourth year, the night before Bai Qinglian graduated, everything changed He had excitedly bought her a graduation gift, wanting to wish her good luck in her job following graduation and to realize her dreae the fortune of her life
At the front gate of the school, he saith his own eyes, Bai Qinglian, stepping out fro like a Goddess in a luxurious outfit, with an Ar, and her hair out of its usual pony-tail He even saw her plant a kiss on the cheek of ahad never been so angry before He had not thought of Bai Qinglian as his girlfriend, instead, he had thought of her as ainst the unfairness of fate
But in that instant, his faith co Bai Qinglian's positive characteristics He lost his reasoning and rushed forward excitedly to question her about so
She had already endured four terrible years, why had she given up at the last raduation?
At that ti's heart sink to the bottorily, he ruthlessly screa her a slut and a whore, and accused her of selling her body just for some money
At the tiht his cheating wife and her lover in bed
The old man's manner was not that of a coht did he have to scold Qinglian?
Angry and flustered, Ding Ning raised his hand high and struck the olda flurry of punches and kicks on his body
Bai Qinglian gave a sharp cry and threw herself over the old man's body to protect hi did not understand, and questioned hiht did he have to hit others
Even to today, Ding Ning had still not forgotten the coust in the old ht do you have to stand here in a telian happiness? Can you support her? Can you give her a beautiful future?”
Without waiting for hi, watch, and clothes and continued to berate hi costs? Do you knois worth? Let me tell you, you wouldn't be able to afford it even if you sold yourself Did you, a mere child, really think that some bold words can make your dreams come true? This society is far crueler than you think Once you have the right to speak on equal footing with me, then stand before me and tellNing's heart was that Bai Qinglian stood there pale-faced and biting her lip Her eyes, once the purest in the world, revealed an unspeakably complicated e and allowed hi Ning completely lost hope He turned around bleakly and left, as pathetic as a ho
After he calmed down, he did not understand why he had lost control like that He siirl orshi+pped eneration of virtue, and the blasphehteousness, ritual, wisdom, and trust the Great Master spoke of did not appear at all in this ivory tower of a school On the contrary, it becaround of those sons of rich families who drove luxurious cars, wore na the flowers
This made him question life, himself, and this illness-stricken society
He was prepared for a storm-like retribution but in the end, that old lian completely disappeared fro this way to repay the help he had once given him and used this decisive method to sever the last strand of friendshi+p between the tiaze rose often in his mind
But he still could not understand it, was it regret? Guilt? Self-blanorance at the tier bla to this Godda to bullsht fate!
After all, her life was too bitter and tiring For a girl from a poor mountain valley, survival in such an international andfrugally, she had endured four years but what about it? Could that degree promise a job? Even if a job could be found, would it lead to meteoric success?
How raduate with lofty ambitions to make a mark on society and be a step above but in the end, have their sharp edges ground away by the cruel reality and disappear alian was nocould not understand was that, in the end, the beauty in his heart was just an illusion and it disappeared in a flash
Slowly, Ding Ning even forgot what she looked like Only that pair of eyes filled with complicated emotions remained in his memory and it also became a preoccupation that he will never be able to resolve
Ding Ning didn't knohy he suddenly thought of Bai Qinglian at this time Perhaps it was because he also needed to face a choice and that's why he re , avoiding h he did not approve, he was still very adlian's decisiveness At least she dared to ardless of what the result was, it was a path chosen by her
Thinking about life, Ding Ning suddenly felt that he was a useless being here he was directed and lacked any kind of ambition There was little that separated him from salted fish