Chapter 148 (1/2)
Bai Zhentian was a little overwhelmed by Xia anling's sudden tears. He quickly went to one side of the table, took out a few napkins and handed them to Xia anling.
Xia anling didn't take it over, and her tears became more severe. Looking at Xia anling's tears, there was no way at all.
Xia anling herself also felt that tears were like broken strings, constantly pouring out of her eyes.
”Why have you two cheated me for so many years, saying that I don't have a father, and you don't come to me.” Xia anling's grievances over the years can only be told today.
As long as she said it today, she didn't know how to say it.
”Anling.” Bai Zhentian has always been galloping in the shopping malls, proud of others, almost everyone wants to give him a little face.
But in the face of her daughter's tears, and her daughter's question, Bai Zhentian some speechless.
Zheng Leng looked at Xia An Ling's tears and was at a loss. He just apologized in a deep voice: ”I'm sorry, we've been sorry for you for so many years.”
As soon as Xia anling heard this belated apology, she couldn't help but feel funny. The insult she has suffered over the years is not something that can be solved by an apology at all.
She was not reconciled: ”do you know what I've been doing for so many years? Other children have a father. I don't have a father. Even my mother doesn't accompany me very much. I always stay with my teacher and nanny. Do you know how much I want to have a complete family? I always thought I didn't have a father, but I didn't think I had one. ”
Xia anling hates that he didn't recognize himself many years ago, but now he runs to recognize himself. It's ridiculous.
Bai Zhentian didn't expect to come back with him, and called his father's daughter. Suddenly, he had such a big temper.
In the heart also feel very helpless, said: ”I really didn't mean to, anling we have difficulties.”
”You have a problem. Since you can't give birth to me, why should you give birth to me and not be responsible for me?” Xia anling doesn't believe in Bai Zhentian's so-called hardship. Now Bai Zhentian's children are in pairs, but what is his hardship.
Xia anling really can't see it. If she is the wife of her family, Bai's mother is afraid of Bai Zhentian.
Bai Zhentian doesn't have to worry about her feelings. If it's because she wants to respect her mother, she won't be with her mother in those years.
Therefore, Bai Zhentian didn't know and understand her suffering at all. She hated this explanation because it was really meaningless.
”Anling, I can't be with your mother. It's an accident to have you.” Bai Zhentian wanted to explain, but he just said it.
I feel like I'm very wrong. I feel like I've been smart all my life. When I suddenly meet Xia anling, I'm still speechless.
It is probably the guilt of these years that makes him feel sorry for Xia anling and reluctant to say a heavy word, but some facts are difficult to say.
Xia anling looked at Bai zhentianzhi and asked, ”do you think you are worthy of me these years?”
Xia anling remembers her lonely shadow at the class meeting. She remembers some naughty classmates asking, ”don't you have a father?”
At that time, not many students had seen his mother, so they were called stone children.
She said that she jumped out of the stone, without father or mother. She argued with those people many times, but never won.
Because my parents have never been to school.
Xia anling wants to tell everyone that she has parents, but no one can show up beside her.
It wasn't until so many years later that someone came forward to say that she was her father, but after so many years, she couldn't feel what she felt.
”You've been away from me for so many years. Do you know how tired I am?” Xia anling has no way to describe her heartbreak.
”Anling, I know I'm sorry for you, but I've brought you home now. I just want to make up for the debt I owe you over the years.” Bai Zhentian has a face of apology.
But the slightest can't move Xia An Ling's heart. Bai Zhentian can't let go of the years she abandoned.
”What's the use of making up now? Those wounds already exist.” Xia anling is unforgivable all the time. All the injuries in those years have been caused.
It's too difficult to easily make up for it, to think that nothing has happened, that's why she does it.
”Anling, you stay at home tonight, or you move back, all right?” Bai Zhentian's guilt in Xia'an's heart is hard to calm, and he doesn't want Xia'an to leave for a while.
I want to keep her and make up for her.
Xia anling felt that the Bai family was more difficult than she had imagined, but she refused: ”I have a family, I have a husband, I need to go home.”
”Anling, don't be angry with me. I know where you are now. You haven't come back home.” Bai Zhentian has made a good investigation of Cha Xia'an's life these days.
So I know everything about xia'anling like the palm of my hand, but in xia'anling's eyes, it becomes a peep into privacy.