Chapter 146 (2/2)
It seems that I have done a very shameful thing, but I dare not say it. When I think of Zhan Linjin's bad deeds last night, I am really angry.
”You've met all the people later, so I don't need to introduce anything. It's just at home. Now you're a member of the family, and you're going home for dinner.” After Bai Hanri became elder brother, he was more considerate than before.
”Well, I know.” Said Cheyenne, nodding.
”Anling, is it a bit difficult to suddenly accept that she has a big family?” Bai Hanri asks with concern. Otherwise, Zhan Linjin always wants to shirk when he proposes to meet each other.
Now Zhan Linjin and Xia anling can be said to be wearing a pair of trousers, so Xia anling must have a certain rejection of the Bai family in her heart.
If we can't talk about rejection, there are also elements of fear. Therefore, Bai Hanri has become more careful in speaking today.
Xia anling does not deny that there will be a lot of pressure in her heart when she suddenly has a big family, but there is no rejection as Bai Hanri suspected.
It was only after so many years that I learned that I had so many relatives that I didn't know how to deal with them.
Fortunately, Bai Hanri knew at a glance that she would help herself, so she abandoned so many worries and asked, ”I want to ask.”
Xia anling carefully put forward his idea, Bai Hanri immediately looked back at him and said: ”if you have anything, just say it.”
Seeing Bai Hanri's happy attitude, Xia anling asked, ”does Dad have a new wife now?”
She really doesn't know much about the love story of her parents' generation. If she rashly goes back now, she will find that her father already has a family.
So whether the stepmother accepts or rejects her illegitimate daughter is a question. Xia anling is afraid that she will be punished if she goes wrong.
Bai cold day meal, immediately nodded, acquiesced to the question of Xia An Ning.
Only then did Xia An Ling realize that her mother and Bai Zhentian might really have come to the end of their relationship, and then she thought of parting.
”You don't have to worry. It won't affect you.” Bai Hanri can hear Xia anling's worry, but the past has passed, and now we are not willing to mention it again.
Xia anling suddenly thought of her elder brother and her mother saying that she was only one person. Although she and Bai Hanri were born to the same father, they should not be born to the same mother.
Looking at Xia anling's worried eyes, Bai Hanri explained: ”I know what you want to ask. I'm not really a mother to you. Your mother and father had a relationship, so I had you. Men always like to make mistakes at that age. Your mother left with you when she knew Dad had a family and never came back
So her mother never mentioned her father, and suddenly she understood.
So, has Bai Zhentian ever found herself in the past few years? It's so sudden that Bai Zhentian still has a chance to recognize her.
Xia anling thought a lot, but she didn't ask again. She was vague about her father from a very young age.
Even now, she feels very vague. She doesn't know whether she should approach or retreat. After all, Bai Hanri's story.
Mother and herself are really redundant. If they rashly appear in their lives again, will they play a very bad role again, or even make people very uncomfortable.
”You don't have to have a psychological burden. I'm happy to have a sister.” The white cold day comforted again.
But Xia anling knew that she had no way to make her heart feel better, but she couldn't feel comfortable immediately.
”I'm actually OK.” Xia An Ling looks straight at the cold day without dodging. She tries her best to keep calm in her eyes, but there is still unspeakable confusion in her heart.
Mother is always an outsider to the family, but she is not.
If she stepped into that house, it would hurt her as much as Li Lan did when she stepped into the war house. Li Lan could support her with innocence. She was not like that.
Bai Hanri's mother has to pretend to be generous to accept herself. All this is ridiculous.
But Xia anling still has a kind of expectation. She wants to see what her home looks like after she left for more than 20 years, and Bai Zhentian, her father, wants to get close to her.
”That's good. In fact, I don't want you to have any psychological burden. It was your father who was wrong, not your mother, and your mother was very strong.” Bai Hanri seems to be able to detect Xia anling's uneasiness, so he takes care of Xia anling as much as possible when he speaks.
As soon as Xia anling heard that she felt a little heavy, she replied, ”I really should apologize to your mother. No matter whether my mother is intentional or unintentional, all this has caused her harm.”
Xia anling knows that her mother's temperament is as stubborn as hers, so when she learned that Bai Zhentian had a wife and children, her mother was already very angry.
Directly with their own left it, but later thought, if a man has a family, even if it is to hide the best, it should also have feet.
Mother should know that she shouldn't wantonly sink in Bai Zhentian's arms, so she left so resolutely.
Can give up once so a period of entanglement