Chapter 93 Confession (1/2)

May 13, 2019

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Lan You Nian was ready to go to sleep when she noticed someone enter You Nian Pavilion.She could already guess who the intruder was.Besides Feng Yi Xuan, there was probably no one else who will break into a maiden’s boudoir.

“Nian Nian…” Feng Yi Xuan walked into Lan You Nian’s chamber and gazed upon his beloved woman who was dressed in only a white inner robe standing there watching him.The girl’s thick and long eyelashes were slightly furled, fluttering like the wings of a butterfly, making people unable to bear disturbing them.Distinctly black and white eyes were pure, clean, and glimmering brilliantly as if they were broken starlight raining down to the quiet spring.Under a delicate small nose, moist pink lips were sweet and attractive like sweet jelly.

Lan You Nian’s first reaction after she detected Feng Yi Xuan’s bad mood-initially she wanted to say something to him about the fact he shouldn’t casually trespass a maiden’s boudoir-but with a glance at his restless eyes, Lan You Nian’s heart ached.From the moment she met this man, he has always protected her.She has never seen him like this.

“Is there something?” Lan You Nian poured a cup of tea for Feng Yi Xuan and asked.

“No.I only wanted to come over to see you!” Feng Yi Xuan’s twin eyes were deeply affectionately as he murmured softly.That look of deep attachment and refinement was extremely handsome.

Lan You Nian suddenly didn’t know what to say.In fact, the moment Feng Yi Xuan jumped down the cliff and embraced her, her heart was moved.It was as if in this vast and lonely world, there was suddenly a person willing to risk his life for her.Being so cherished gave her a warm feeling that Lan You Nian was covetous of.When she leaned on this man’s chest, Lan You Nian can distinctly feel her depleted heart match this man’s heartbeat.Every time this man looked at her, his eyes were filled entirely with her, full of his pampering for her.Lan You Nian had a strange idea, she wondered if Feng Yi Xuan was….

But Lan You Nian instantly threw away this possibility.It was true Feng Yi Xuan was good to her, but she was still too young.For a person like Feng Yi Xuan with his aloof personality, no ordinary people can enter his heart.She was probably overthinking it.

“Since you saw, then go back!” Lan You Nian’s heart was in chaos.She wanted to stay far away from Feng Yi Xuan.This way her heart will calm down. She wouldn’t allow herself to fall in love.She could no longer afford the price anymore.

“Won’t go!” Saying this, Feng Yi Xuan planted himself on the soft couch in the room.The couch was wide enough when Lan You Nian laid on it, but when Feng Yi Xuan laid on it, it was not long or wide enough.Feng Yi Xuan didn’t seem to mind.In fact, he seemed to be very happy.He could still smell Nian Nian’s fragrance in the room; this couch was the same.Thinking about Nian Nian laying on this couch, Feng Yi Xuan felt envious of it.

“Ming wang, is it okay for you to be like this?I am still an unmarried girl okay?” Lan You Nian controlled her emotions and attempted to communicate with this uncle*.

“Xuan!” Feng Yi Xuan sat up, lightly tapping Lan You Nian’s forehead, his tone revealed his grievance.

“Alright, then Xuan, please explain,” Lan You Nian didn’t make a big deal out of it.Anyway, it was just a name.Since he didn’t care, what was she afraid of?Fine, she’ll call him that, she’ll call him and disgust him to death.

“I will marry you,” Feng Yi Xuan stood up, placing both hands on Lan You Nian’s frail shoulders to make Lan You Nian look at him.Without waiting for Lan You Nian’s refusal, Feng Yi Xuan looked into Lan You Nian’s beautiful eyes and said, “It’s not because you saved my life, nor is it because of anything else.It’s only because I like you.No, it’s more powerful than like.I love you Nian Nian.Everything that I Feng Yi Xuan said is the truth.”

Lan You Nian’s ears echoed with Feng Yi Xuan’s low voice.That phrase of, “I love you”一echoed in her ears.Her heart suddenly pounded.Lan You Nian looked at Feng Yi Xuan who looked as refined as a celestial being, her mouth opened but the words couldn’t escape.

“I know you’re still young so you might not understand, but I will wait for you.I will wait until the day you understand!” Feng Yi Xuan embraced Lan You Nian.As always, he placed Lan You Nian into bed and tucked her in.The only difference was that today he did not stand there. Instead, he returned to the couch and laid back down facing Lan You Nian, just staring distractedly at Lan You Nian.

Only when Lan You Nian was tucked into bed did she snap out of her daze.Lan You Nian flipped over onto her side and realized Feng Yi Xuan was laying on the couch.His gaze was deep as they looked at her.Even if it was night, it couldn’t cover up that pair of intense eyes.

“Last time I said I won’t marry!” Lan You Nian, laying in the same position as Feng Yi Xuan, considered Feng Yi Xuan seriously.It can’t be denied that in that instant, she felt something.Even she almost lost herself in those eyes and agreed to Feng Yi Xuan.But in the end, her reason defeated her, or maybe it was the cowardliness in her heart that was urging her.

Feng Yi Xuan’s sword eyebrows wrinkled.They seemed to be troubled, but a few moments later, Feng Yi Xuan’s eyes brightened, “Then how about I marry(jia) into Lan manor?” He only wanted to be together with Nian Nian.For the rest of his life, his next life, every single lifetime, to be together forever.IF Nian Nian didn’t want to marry, then he will marry over.

(in Chinese there are two different kinds of marrying, qu and jia. Usually, the male party brings in the female which is qu, from the female perspective where the female marries into the man’s home, it is jia.It’s similar to the western culture when the girl marries a guy, she (usually) takes his last name.For the man to marry (jia) he would take the woman’s last name as his own and since this is ancient times, puts himself in the power of the woman’s family)

“You?A country’s wangye?Do you think it’s possible?” Lan You Nian cracked up.But she didn’t expect Feng Yi Xuan to say such words.After all, in ancient times, most men were extremely chauvinistic.Who didn’t have three wives, four concubines (idiom: many women)?This man was really different from all the others to be able to say such words.