Chapter 70 Awakening from Dream (2/2)
You said you felt extremely disheartened, even began to doubt the meaning of life.
If you already knew that hurt is always inevitable, why do you bother with deep affection?
Because love is always difficult to separate oneself from, why bother to care about that little bit of warmth.
You must know being hurt is inevitable, every time you awaken from the dream, some things you don’t have to ask now, some people you never have to wait for.
You said you loved someone you shouldn’t have loved, your heart is full of scars.
You said you made a mistake you shouldn’t have made, your heart is full of remorse.
You said you have tasted all of life’s bitterness, can’t find someone to believe in.
You said you felt extremely disheartened, even began to doubt the meaning of life.
If you already knew the hurt is always inevitable, why do you bother with deep affection?
Because love is always difficult to part from, why bother to care about that little bit of warmth.
You must know being hurt is inevitable, every time you awaken from the dream, some things you don’t have to ask now, some people you never have to wait for
If you already knew the hurt is always inevitable, why do you bother with deep affection?
Because love is always difficult to part from, why bother to care about that little bit of warmth.
You must know being hurt is inevitable, every time you awaken from the dream, some things you don’t have to ask now, some people you never have to wait for.
“Why does Nian’er meimei‘s song always carry a hint of sorrow” Hua Mu Qing gazed down at the figure within the beaded curtains. She admired her talent but, at the same time, for some reason, felt pity for her.
Hua Mu Qing asked the question everyone wanted to ask. Everyone turned their attention to Lan Wu and Lan Qu, obviously hoping to know why the girl they thought of as a little sister was always filled with sorrow that can’t be dispersed but Lan Wu and Lan Qu didn’t utter a word. Their young miss had many things even they didn’t know. Even the several young masters weren’t exactly sure. However, what they do know was already frightening enough. Such an overbearing poison, of monthly tortures, there were probably not many people who were as strong as young miss living in this world.
Ignoring the exaltation of the people in the hall, after Lan You Nian put away the zither, she left the high platform and returned to the third floor.
“Is it good?” Lan You Nian asked with a smile. She sang the songs she once liked. Now with these friends, she could sing for them. To them, it was a kind of auditory enjoyment. For her, it was also a kind of enjoyment of her own interest.
Due to the presence of Lan You Nian, without having to wait, the manager brought a server carrying dishes of delicate and exquisite foods into the box. Zhen Wei Pavilion’s food wasn’t the most delicious but was the most novel and the most exquisite. Many of the dishes in here were not seen in any other restaurant, so in Zhen Wei Pavilion not only was Lan You Nian’s zither music peerless, but the taste was also incomparable.
“Nian’er meimei, do you know Young Master Wu Qing?” As Hua Mu Qing tasted the delicious food, she scanned the unique decoration of Zhen Wei Pavilion and asked curiously.
“Of course I know. What? Mu Qing jiejie is in love with Young Master Wu Qing?” Lan You Nian joked. At this, even Lan Wu and Lan Qu standing behind her burst into giggles. Young miss was really too naughty. Obviously, Young Master Wu Qing was young miss herself yet young miss still teased junzhu so.
“How is that possible?” Hua Mu Qing denied. “I just wondered what kind of man of the world can have such a unique mind, moreover can even have such a sharp eye in discerning Nian’er meimei. Otherwise how can Nian’er meimei have such a large authority in Zhen Wei Pavilion right?”
“He….” Lan You Nian thought of her past life. She couldn’t help but think of that life that was completely filled with destruction and deceit that created the Young Master Wu Qing in this life. Everyone can clearly feel the thick pressure and sorrow in the air. This kind of sorrow bore down so heavily on everyone that they couldn’t breathe. Lan Wu and Lan Qu looked at each other. They knew this was the precursor to the activation of young miss’s poison. Every time young miss’s poison was about to awaken, her mood was not particularly stable, even repeatedly had nightmares. They don’t know what the nightmares were but there was a time when young miss wailed hoarsely in the middle of the night. They can still remember that moment clearly. Just what kind of hurt made young miss become like this?
Lan Wu immediately ran out of the box and went to another room to find the third young master. After all, today young miss originally prepared to see third young master. Now with third young master by young miss’s side, it will be much safer when the poison activates. Moreover, third young master treated young miss very well, they knew very well.
Feng Yi Xuan suddenly grabbed Lan You Nian’s hand, murmured in a low tone, worriedly, “Nian Nian?”
Lan You Nian’s was dragged back to reality in an instant. On her face was still the same slight smile that was like a warm breeze. She self-consciously retracted her hand. Everyone was still immersed in the atmosphere that Lan You Nian released so didn’t notice.
“Young master Wu Qing is a beautiful man! Mu Qing jiejie, is your heart moved?” Teasing laughter made everyone in the box come back to their senses. They knew Lan You Nian must have experienced something, but this girl wasn’t willing to tell them, so they will not go dig out people’s secrets. She was their friend. They will take good care of her in the future.
“Ha, not me! Who doesn’t know Young master Wu Qing is heartless?” Hua Mu Qing shouted. Since she understood Lan You Nian wanted to make the atmosphere lively, Hua Mu Qing purposefully made a ruckus with Lan You Nian.
“Goddess’s song today was very beautiful. When can I ask the goddess out to eat?” Yu Liu Li asked eagerly. He admired this Lan You Nian very much so he wanted to be friends with Lan You Nian.
“Goddess?” Lan You Nian laughed. “Just call me Nian’er. In the future, if there is an opportunity, everyone go out and have fun together. It just so happens Mu Qing jiejie can go outside to look around!”
“Yes! When the time comes, Nian’er meimei can’t break your promise!” Yu Liu Li was very happy. After all, people like them who have status very rarely can be so happy like today, eating a meal together and chatting with friends.
“Nian’er meimei, you are amazing. I didn’t waste my doting on you!” Hua Mu Qing was so happy she wanted to give Lan You Nian a hug. When Feng Yi Xuan’s frigidly glanced at Hua Mu Qing, Hua Mu Qing instantly returned to her own seat, even sat up very straight and proper.
Lan You Nian could feel there was something wrong with her body. The poison was already starting to awaken. Lan You Nian gently put down the chopsticks, the hands hidden within her sleeves trembled slightly.