Chapter 294： Twenty Years of Anatomy (2/2)

When Xiao Xu finished feeding the second bowl of medicine, the temperature on Chu Qingyan's body began to gradually fade.

But he remembered Cheng Yanluo's account. She used blind medicine, and couldn't guarantee whether it would be repeated in the middle of the night, so he must pay attention.

The dormant person does not wake up, time passes by bit by bit, but makes people wait anxiously.

He suddenly thought that when he was in a coma all these days, did the little guy worry about him the same way?

He had some regrets and should confess to her today that she was awake, and she would not let her suffer the fear and fear again in her dream.

There was a slight bitterness in the corner of her mouth, and Xiao Xu covered her hand and slowly spoke, ”I remember that during this period of sleepiness, you spoke with me a lot, and this time I talk with you.”

When still wandering in the darkness, it was the little guy who didn't give up, word by word, constantly filling the scenery around him. When he was about to leave like this, it was her cry, it was her perseverance, it was her Sorrow, like a vine, wrapped his limbs tightly so that he could not leave, and then waited for dawn to come.

”When I was born, I was destined to be my prince of Xi Xuan Kingdom. I was also destined to live an unequal life.

”I didn't understand when I was young. I thought that as long as he worked hard, he would take a look at me.

”Later, I thought, if I became an irreplaceable person, would they also look at me?”

”But it turned out,” he smiled bitterly, ”I have become a nail in their eyes, and I want to get rid of it quickly.”

”I don't understand why everything didn't develop as the mother-in-law said, until the fire broke out, and the people around me were killed in front of me one by one to protect me. At the age of ten, his eyes were red, red blood, red flames, and then devoured everything. ”

”Little guy, in fact, before, I was very envious of folk children. Although they were not wealthy, and they didn't have embarrassed people, but they had a kind of affection that I didn't have. Can easily beat me. ”

He caressed her face and smiled, ”Little guy, have you guessed another task assigned to me by my father? So in the woods, you don't want to leave me?”

He did not wait for the answer from the couch, and he was not disappointed, but continued, ”I originally planned to surrender the remaining military power after leaving prison and take you away from the court, but my father first stepped forward and proposed After the mission, although he has the same goal, he wants my military power as well as my departure, but he wants to leave differently than I want to leave. ”

He knelt that night, his father's injustice, and his mother's disappointment. He pondered for a long time and suddenly figured out a lot of things.

The corner of his mouth smiled, but there was no grief. ”As a ruler, he must have a heart that is colder than others, even if he is facing his own son. The person he wants to support is not me, so I am not surprised, or Saying I knew it a decade ago. ”

”But little guy, there are many things in this world that you want to avoid, but you ca n’t avoid, I do n’t want to fight for power, but the mother-in-law and the Liang family need me to fight for it. I can't give up on them, but for so many years, I just did a place for them to check and balance the Fu family, no matter how much, I couldn't afford it. ”

”Because I worry that once you give too much, people's hearts will swell and they will be out of control,” he closed his eyes and closed. ”In the eyes of others, you are not the best. You ca n’t change it even if you fight for it. That being the case, why should I fight for it? ”

Father Emperor has only four emperors in his heart. Since it cannot be changed, even if he tries hard, it is useless.

”I know, you must say secretly that I should not be so foolish, should not agree to these unequal treaties, let alone take on these tasks.”

”But little fellow, I am a Xi Xuan's first and then a prince. If the country needs me, I must dedicate my ability to punish and eradicate evil, to get justice for the people, and to restore a peaceful life to Xi Xuan. ”

”I've been alone for so many years and don't want those children to repeat my mistakes.”

”But now, I know, I still have you, and I'm not alone anymore.”