289 An Extra (1/2)

She was still drunk…

Jin Yue heaved a sigh of relief as he realized that she was still drunk and could not recognize him; at least he could use the opportunity to ask her the questions which had been on his mind.

''Are you crying? '' Jin Yue asked worriedly, when he noticed her wiping her eyes,

Xin Yong shook her head vehemently; ''No, why would I cry, I'm just teary, that's all, maybe because of the alcohol ''

She tried to cover up but it seems even her tear glands were against her, at that moment, she began crying the more.

Jin Yue felt a sharp pain in his heart that he could barely breathe. He wanted to stop the car that instant and comfort her but he couldn't; in doing so, he might give himself away.

''I'm sorry ''

He said after sometime; Xin Yong chuckled dryly;

''You don't need to be, you didn't do anything wrong…''

Jin Yue bit his lower lip sadly; she didn't deserve anything she got, why would he be the one to cause her so much pain? Just why!

''Do you still love him that much? ''

He asked after a while; she retracted her gaze from the window and turned to look at him;

''You see that's the craziest part! He hurt me so much, he made me lose my baby, almost made me run mad, but after all this, I still love him… no, I never stopped loving him. ''

Jin Yue froze for a few seconds; he hadn't understood how deeply in love she was with him until this moment;

''Why can't you forgive him, he's truly sorry. ''

Xin Yong sighed sadly;

''I know, and it hurts the more. If he wasn't sorry, it would have been easier to forget him but knowing that he wants me back but I can't just go back to him, is really heart rending. I can't go back, no matter how much I want to be with him, I just can't.

What if something worse happens and we break up again? Will I be able to forgive myself?''

She stopped talking, after a few seconds she continued.

''And I can't be the only one pushing, I know he wants me back, but he can't just have me back by just pleading? I've gone through a lot and if he really wants me back, he needs to prove it…''

Jin Yue's eyes brightened;

''Hold on, you mean, if he proves that he really wants you back, you would go back to him? ''

Jin Yue's heart was thumping loudly against his chest at that moment. He had thought he had lost her forever, but now there was a slither of hope.

Xin Yong sniffed and wiped her nose with the back of her hands;

''Maybe… but that's not possible anymore. Since he hadn't done anything to prove that, it means he doesn't love me as much, maybe it is better this way, we'll all go our separate ways, right? ''

Jin Yue tried to explain himself; he couldn't bear to know that she thought he didn't love her much.

Although he had been driving like a snail, sadly, her house appeared in front of him.

''Mmm… how would you know that? Oh, that's my house! Thank you for bringing me back safely, although I don't know you. You're a niiiccee guy…''

She said whilst opening the car; Jin Yue hurried over to the other side and helped her out.

''Oh wow, the world is spinning; I didn't know the world could spin! Look at that! ''

Jin Yue couldn't help smiling, this was the first time he was seeing her drunk. She must have drunk too much.