251 Fears Confirmed (2/2)

He needed to see her; he needed to ask for forgiveness. Even though he was not sure that she would forgive him, in fact, it looked impossible, but he would at least try.

Since she left him, he had not had peace of mind. Every night haunted him, now that he knew he had killed his child, he couldn't even bear to breathe. He did not know how to live with it, it was unbearable.

He sat in the car crying for God knows how long, after a while, he pulled himself together. If he wanted to do this, he had to think straight. Now he knew that she was in the town, how was he going to find her?

Jin Yue ransacked his brain and after a while, a thought came into his mind.

He should ask those nurses, they looked like they knew a lot about her. If they knew that her fiancé left her that meant that they may know where she lived or how he may locate her.

Nodding to himself, Jin Yue stepped out of the car. As he walked towards the hospital building, as luck may have it, one of those women was stepping out with a dustbin in hand.

Jin Yue thanked his stars and immediately raced towards her.

She recognized him immediately and smiled.

''Sorry to disturb you, but do you know where I can find her? ''

''Who?''

The lady asked, a bit lost.

''Xin Yong. ''

''Oh, that lady; I don't really know but, ''

She paused for a while;

''There is someone I think should know. She was the nurse in charge of her, and she was with her most of the time, so I'm sure she must have heard something of that sort. ''

Jin Yue could not explain how happy he felt.

''Thank you, oh God, I'm so grateful, please where can I meet her? ''

''The lady disposed of the waste in the larger trash can and signaled to Jin Yue.

''Follow me. She has been withdrawn and very mute most of the time since she lost her child to cancer; it had been hard on her. I don't know if she'll be willing to talk to you, but you should at least try.''

The lady said and Jin Yue inhaled deeply, bracing himself for another round of begging.

''Oh there she is, the lady holding a little towel. ''

The lady pointed with her head and Jin Yue immediately traced her line of sight. When he sighted the lady, he thanked the nurse profusely before walking towards her.

The woman was looked her mid-twenties, she had her hair up in a bun, her lips were pressed into a thin line and it seemed she was thinking about something.  Jin Yue walked up to her and greeted but she did not respond, she continued walking and entered into a ward closing the door behind her.

Jin Yue stood staring at the tightly shut door, flabbergasted. The nurse had said that this lady lost her child, Xin Yong lost her child too, was she like this?

Just the thought of Xin Yong in that state sent shivers up his spine.

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