235 Falling in love with you (2/2)
… Jin Yue,
I never thought I could one day be writing you these words. If someone had told me that it wasn't love, I wouldn't accept. As I write this, I ask myself, what did I do so wrong?Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click for visiting.
I loved you with everything… I practically lived for you. You were my world, Jin Yue, you were my rising sun.
As I thought back to our story, I realized I was stupid.
I loved you blindly, I trusted you when you said you had changed, who am I? Who am I to change you?
I trusted too much, and I hoped for too much. When I asked you if you ever loved me, I wanted to know, if I made a mistake and when you said, you never loved me, I realized I had been living a wasted dream.
Jin Yue, I don't regret falling in love. I don't regret experiencing this, even though it was not true, you let me believe it was; that I'm grateful of.
Jin Yue, your name will forever be engraved in my heart, but from now onwards I'll try to make it beat to a different pace, now that it will no longer have the sound of your voice to move it.
Be happy and I pray you find someone whom you'll love, it's a beautiful feeling and I wish you would let yourself experience it. I don't regret falling in love; my only regret was falling in love with you.
Xin Yong
Jin Yue only realized that he was on the floor, weeping like a baby when he finished reading the letter. She had even remembered his birthday, so she did not leave that day, only if he had come back, he would have seen her. Now he thought about it, he realized that he did not even show her those pictures.
He did not even let her know his reason for letting her go! What if he was the one she loved? He had pushed her away, just like that? What had he done?
Jin Yue nearly fainted as all those thoughts flooded his head. He held his head with both hands as he wept.
Jin Yue did not know how many hours he spent crying like that on the floor, when he came to himself, he stood up from the ground and walked to the dressing table. Picking up the little box, he pulled it open and there lay her engagement ring.
Shiny and beautiful, it looked as though no-one had worn it. The tears that had dried started falling over again. Jin Yue, not able to take it anymore, dropped the box and dashed out of the house.