Chapter 140: Privilege (1/2)

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Not only was Zhang Siyi’s wishful thinking smashed to pieces, but he was also classified as a girl!

He felt very unhappy, but in such a public occasion, Zhang Siyi had no reason to refuse the request. He glanced at Gu Yu in hopes that he would say something casually and make some type of excuse in his favor.

But then, Tao Fei took advantage of the situation and shouted: “Hey, then I’ll stay with my brother!”

Zhang Siyi: “…” Dead fat peach! I will deal with you! (╯‵□’)╯(┻━┻

After that, the other colleagues in the room also formed pairs.

Zhang Siyi was sullen all the way home. Before they arrived at the outer door, Gu Yu reached out and pulled his ear. Knowing something was bothering him, he asked: “What’s the matter?”

Zhang Siyi raised his eyebrows and tempered his temper: “Why didn’t you tell me about the company’s travel beforehand?”

Gu Yu simply explained: “I wanted it to be a surprise along with your colleagues.”

Zhang Siyi was depressed: “You didn’t have to mention the pairs.”

Gu Yu raised an eyebrow: “What’s done, is done.”

Getting angrier, Zhang Siyi wanted to yell at Gu Yu. –How can he be so calm? Doesn’t he regret the current development?

Moving away, he strode forward quickly and left Gu Yu behind spitefully saying: “Yes, you always know exactly what to do. Then go stay with Tao Fei!”

Gu Yu caught up and grabbed his arm, stopping him and sighed: “Zhang Siyi, why are you acting like this?”

Zhang Siyi’s anger suddenly overflowed: “What?” Gu Yu even addressed him by his surname!

Gu Yu frowned and asked: “What are you so angry about? That I’m not rooming with you? But at the dinner table, Lu Qiao and Tao Fei have already spoken up. That’s not something I can control.”

Zhang Siyi: “……” What the hell! Why is Gu Yu so dense?

Some people on the roadside have been watching them. Zhang Siyi wanted to jerk away from Gu Yu’s grasp, but he held onto Zhang Siyi firmly. Gu Yu demanded: “Stop and make it clear!”

Zhang Siyi loudly shouted: “I’m mad at you for not telling me in advance!”

Gu Yu: “Didn’t I just explain it? I wanted it to be a surprise for you and your colleagues.”

Zhang Siyi replied quickly: “Like hell it’s a surprise. Everyone else had already guessed it, but I didn’t know.”

A moment of confusion flashed on Gu Yu’s face. Now with furrowed brows, Gu Yu suddenly raised his voice: “Because of this small matter, you are angry with me? What do you want? To tell you everything in the future? Have you forgotten our agreement? I won’t give you special treatment at work.”

Zhang Siyi lashed out: “What about staying and working with me until ten o’clock last week!? Is that not special treatment!?”

Gu Yu defended himself: “This and that are two different things.”

Zhang Siyi interrupted him: “Yes, yes. You always have had your reasons! You have defined public and private matters. Have you ever considered my feelings!? I just wanted a little boyfriend privilege!”

Startled by Zhang Siyi explosive admission, Gu Yu’s reaction eased up, his expression softened and gently said: “You……”

With red eyes and a violently heaving chest, Zhang Siyi tried to jerk himself away from Gu Yu and stated: “Let go!”

However, Gu Yu did not let go. Instead, for the remaining hundred meters to the door, Gu Yu pulled Zhang Siyi quickly along. Once inside their house, he wrapped both arms around Zhang Siyi and held onto him. Gasping for air, Gu Yu apologized: “I’m sorry. I didn’t consider your feelings.”

Even though Zhang Siyi gave Gu Yu an honest answer, Gu Yu still lectured him. Putting up a front and trying to ignore him, Zhang Siyi turned his head to the side. – I don’t want to talk to you for a half an hour!

Gu Yu went over to kiss him, but Zhang Siyi was still angry and turned his head to the other side, avoiding Gu Yu.

….. Speak and kiss. I can’t do it when I’m angry! However, Gu Yu didn’t let Zhang Siyi get away. In another moment, Gu Yu caught his lips and kissed Zhang Siyi deeply.

“Mmm…, Ahh….!” Shit. No fair!

……

Holding onto Zhang Siyi, Gu Yu coaxed his lips open and inserted his tongue into Zhang Siyi hot mouth. After a few minutes, when he felt Zhang Siyi start to relax, he knew his temper had cooled down. Gu Yu released his lips and with his forehead against Zhang Siyi’s forehead he looked right into Zhang Siyi eyes and softly said: “Who was it a few days ago that said we aren’t allowed to have any more cold wars? Are you going to break the rules? Huh, puppy?”

Zhang Siyi stepped back and blurted out: “You are the puppy!”

Looking at his hot-tempered lover with moistened lips, Gu Yu regained his hold on Zhang Siyi and pulled him close. While embracing him, Gu Yu smiled weakly and leaned his head against Zhang Siyi shoulder than sighed: “Love is really difficult….”

Zhang Siyi: “…”

Speaking softly, Gu Yu expressed his private thoughts: “I originally thought that if we have rules, then life will proceed step-by-step according to the plan. As long as we are both tolerant of each other, we won’t have any disagreements.

How is it possible not to argue? Quarreling, compromising… learning to be with another person…. Isn’t that, what love was about?

Although, Zhang Siyi didn’t expect it to be so frequent. This morning, Zhang Siyi woke up feeling refreshed and full of love. The last thing he thought would happen, would be another argument just twelve hours later.

Gu Yu sighed. It wasn’t until now that he realized that love isn’t so simple. He was always unwittingly doing something that displeased his lover. Rational thought escaped him. When Zhang Siyi ignored him, he wasn’t happy. When Zhang Siyi argued with him, he got agitated. When Zhang Siyi wasn’t well, Gu Yu still suffers.

“It’s my fault.” Gu Yu said feeling somewhat frustrated and helpless. “Maybe, I really don’t know how to fall in love.”For the first time, this confident man admitted his imperfections. “You have more experience than I do. When I make a mistake will you teach me the correct way in the future?” Gu Yu whispered to Zhang Siyi.

Listening to Gu Yu affectionate monologue, Zhang Siyi let go of his anger all at once. He slowly reached around Gu Yu and held him tightly. Apologetically, he said: “I shouldn’t be so angry. In fact, I just wanted to stay with you. If you had told me about the trip in advance, we could have tweaked the outcome a little without effecting work, right? But you openly announced it at dinner, so there wasn’t time to think of anything.”

Gu Yu asked: “So, it’s not really about telling the plan in advance. If we were able to stay together, you wouldn’t be so upset?”

Zhang Siyi looked down and buried his head on Gu Yu then confessed: “Yes.”

Gu Yu: “What about the privileges of your boyfriend?”

Zhang Siyi clung to him and declared hesitantly: “I want that too.”

Gu Yu: “……”

“I know …” Gu Yu smiled gently at him and sighed again. The thought of losing Zhang Siyi frightened him completely. Firmly ingraining Zhang Siyi’s essence and body into Gu Yu’s memory and soul, he squeezed Zhang Siyi tightly and took a deep breath in through his nose.

In the past, Gu Yu felt love may be like analytic geometry. The relationship between the two will gradually progress step by step as one does when solving a mathematical problem. However, reality is different than his expectations. There is no logic in love at all. The process is like going through a maze. Even if he is holding Zhang Siyi’s hand tightly, they may suddenly be separated. They may shout across the walls, or may drift apart, but ultimately would be reunited again at an unexpected intersection by an unexplained turn of events. Each time they separated, Gu Yu tentatively prodded different possible avenues in order to find the fastest method to appease Zhang Siyi and resolve any problems.

Zhang Siyi buried his face on Gu Yu’s shoulder and affectionately responded: “And, I have no more experience than you. After being with you, I realized my relationship with my ex-girlfriend is nothing like ours.”

Gu Yu: “What’s the difference?”

Zhang Siyi: “When I was with her, I simply felt like it was fresh and fun. I didn’t imagine any future with her… but with you, I often think about…. In short, I like you more.”

Hearing a simple ‘I like you more’ made Gu Yu feel deeply happy. After gazing in each other’s eyes, they naturally kissed.

From a boiling hot volcano to the comforting, undulating waters of a calm ocean, Zhang Siyi could easily feel Gu Yu emotions and in response, enthusiastically obliged. Embracing one another closely, they couldn’t bear to be separated and as a result, they quickly perceived each other’s desire.

Lovingly, Gu Yu caressed the side of Zhang Siyi face and sensuously whispered in Zhang Siyi ear: “Do you want to try tonight?”

Zhang Siyi face turned red: “…ah?”

Without waiting for Zhang Siyi to answer, Gu Yu lead him upstairs.

Flustered, Zhang Siyi thoughts were in a panic. He said ‘try it’ making it difficult to relax. He clenched up his lower body and unconsciously flinched: “Should we take a shower first?”

He wanted to use a slow-moving plan but unexpectedly, Gu Yu smiled and stated: “Yes. Let’s wash together.”

Zhang Siyi: “!!!”

First, Gu Yu took him to the bathroom and then, he went to the bedroom to get something.

Since being called a child that doesn’t understand anything by Gu Yu, Zhang Siyi secretly checked the internet about male love. Watching Gu Yu came back with a small bottle in his hand, Zhang Siyi face turned a deeper shade of red!

….. Fuck! Gu Yu isn’t joking! What to do! What to do! …. !!!!

Gu Yu put the bottle of lubricating fluid on the washroom table and stepped forward to grab Zhang Siyi’s shirt collar and slowly but irresistibly, pulled him close and kissed him deeply.

Gu Yu: “What are you standing around for? Are you afraid?”

Zhang Siyi: “…I am not afraid!”

….. He’s nervous! Nervous to death! Aaaaaah!