Chapter 808 - Broken Inside (1/2)

Pammy tried to cheer L up in the taxi on their way back to the hotel. She could not say anything but hold L's hand and calm her down. L only looked out the window along the way, trying not to show her tears.

”Maybe, they are not involved romantically. It could be business-related.” Finally, Pammy spoke up after they arrived back at the hotel.

L only shook her head many times, ”There's no way they are not involved. I'm not blind. You saw how close they were! I remember Jan said that one of the girls he wanted to introduce to London is a pediatrician.”

Pammy remembered that the girl in the restaurant was wearing a doctor's outfit. Is she one of the doctors at St. George Hospital across the park?

”You saw it. Clearly, that woman is a doctor. Jan said that the girl was not only very smart but also very beautiful. She even won a beauty pageant. You saw how beautiful she was, didn't you?”

Pammy was forced to nod. Caroline was indeed a beauty. Pammy could see the woman winning a beauty pageant with her looks.

”That girl's face is beautiful, but you must not have negative thoughts about her. When it comes to beauty, you're beautiful too ...” Pammy was still trying to comfort L. ”And you're a very famous singer.”

L sighed sadly. She left the orphanage when she was 16 years old and lived independently. She did not even have time to finish high school because she went straight to work. Even though she already had a career as a singer, she felt inferior because she didn't get an education.

The girl looked at Lily, who was playing in her basket with a small plush toy. In her heart, she was determined to provide the best education for Lily, so that her child wouldn't grow up like her, who now often felt inferior when dealing with people who were highly educated.

Pammy could read what L was thinking. She had been with the girl for almost two years and quite understood L's background and the girl's way of thinking. She patted L on the shoulder gently.

”Don't be like that. Who knows, they might only meet for the first time, and this date won't go anywhere. After all, you gave him one month, so you shouldn't fill your head with negative thoughts.”

”No. Instead, we have to prepare for the worst-case scenario, Pammy. I told him to meet those women so he could find out what he really wanted. I didn't want him to have regrets when he finally chooses to marry me.”

L looked away and stared at the window. Her eyes looked dreamy. ”What makes me even more hurt is ... that he came all the way to London to meet her. That woman must have made him so interested that he was willing to go this far. I thought he was here because he wanted to be with me. Ah, apparently I think too highly of myself, that I thought he's here for me. I should have known my place...”

Pammy looked at L with pity. She had also thought so that London was anxious about L, so he followed her to England. Who would have thought, as it turned out, he went to England to meet the female doctor who was arranged by Jan for him to date.

”What would you do ... if Mr. Schneider met a girl who could make him fall in love?” Pammy finally asked.