Chapter 190 - I wont kill you (1/2)

Katia took Karl's hand and pressed it to her own cheek. Her mind flew to 60 years ago when she first met Karl. They were still teenagers and shared the same interests. The two were inseparable after the two families attended a party at the royal palace.

After Katia moved to London, she and Karl were able to spend more and more time together. However, her relationship and friendship with Carl ended after she met and fell in love with Caspar. For the sake of the man, she had to leave her family and friends.

Ugh... all her sacrifices were in vain, because after decades, Katia finally realized that the man didn't really love her.

The thought made her chest feel tight. Her tears dripped without her realizing.

”Katia...”

Katia gasped at the sound of Caspar's voice, but she cleverly refrained, not turning her head.

”Hmm... you are here… What do you want?” Katia asked in a flat tone.

”I want to apologize to you personally. I have never done it before, and I realize that what I did to you was wrong...” Caspar walked over to Katia and stopped when he arrived beside the girl.

”This is not like you. You are the most selfish person I know...” Katia finally looked up and stared at Caspar with a reproachful look, ”What made you change?”

”Love changed me...” Caspar said firmly. ”I'm sorry that I wasted your time and selfishly bound you without fulfilling my promise to you. I have taken you from your family and friends. I have felt the karma for my actions, as for the past 3 years I have been punished and I understand how you felt... I'm sorry.”

”You DO NOT KNOW how I feel!” Katia stood up angrily. She hit Caspar's shoulder harshly, but the man did not budge nor shield himself from Katia's punches. ”I don't have anyone now... you still have your family! YOU should have been my family. I should have married you and given birth to our children and we will live happily ever after... You took away my only dream in life. This... You're so mean...!!”

Tears welled up as Katia hit Caspar's chest, who received her anger calmly.

”I can't return the lost time, Katia. Tell me what I can do to relieve the pain you feel...” Caspar said softly.

He looked at Katia with a sad face. After all, this girl was the closest woman to him for decades. You could say that Katia was his best friend... He regretted breaking the relationship between them, because it was him who asked Katia to hurriedly leave her life to be with him, when he wasn't really in love with her.

Katia bit her lip and looked at Caspar for a long time.

She then cupped the man's face and unexpectedly landed a kiss on his lips. Caspar, who was surprised by the gesture, quickly pushed Katia away out of reflex.

”Katia... I'm married. You can't do this...” he said quickly.

”You were engaged to me for decades, but that didn't stop you from sleeping with so many other women...” hissed Katia.

”I know what I did was wrong, but I'm not like that anymore,” Caspar shook his head. ”I've changed now.”

”Tsk... Am I hearing this right? You turn loyal to a woman who doesn't love you. Finland doesn't love you back, and that's the only reason you are after her. You've never been rejected by any woman, and her refusal drives you crazy. You knew she loves Jean so you sent Famke to kill him...” Katia crossed her arms in front of her chest and pursed her lips, craving for revenge,” After you got rid of Jean, Finland still didn't love you back, and she left you for Lauriel and had a child with him... Oh... can't you just accept her rejection and stop deceiving yourself that none of that is true.”

Caspar shook his head when he heard Katia speaking delusional. He was tired of all her games.

”I already know everything, Katia. I know your plans and what you did to Aleksis. Finland and I have resolved the problem between us, and Lauriel is not willing to fulfill your request...” Caspar extended his hand towards Katia, ”Please give the antidote for Aleksis to me now, I don't like to use violence...”

Katia looked a little surprised at Caspar's words, but quickly her face gave a cold smile.

”Oh... really? Ah... that's why we couldn't trace Finland's whereabouts over the past week. Apparently she came to you. Well... then you already know.” Katia brushed her hair nonchalantly, ”I hope you have prepared a nice little grave for your kid.”

”I didn't expect that you have the heart do such a thing to a child. You should punish me, not my daughter...” Caspar said, holding out his hand, ”The antidote.”

”Poison is indeed a woman's best weapon. I prepared this plan and came to Alexei. You think I didn't think it through carefully? You're wrong. I really want to punish you, and I think this is the most appropriate punishment. Even Lauriel would not be able to make the antidote… ha ha ha...”

”Katia, I don't want to use violence...” Caspar was still trying to be patient. ”Please give me the antidote now.”