Chapter 278 (1/2)
For the next three days, wennuan stayed in the hospital and sat in the hospital bed without saying a word. From time to time, he just looked up out of the window and stared at the red leaves slowly floating down in the breeze. He was even in a trance and melancholy.
Autumn is originally a bleak season. In this season, everything will be involuntarily stained with a faint melancholy*
Looking at the gray sky outside the window and the tree tops floating with the wind, her tears swirled in her eyes.
She has never felt lonely like now. That kind of loneliness is from the inside out and immersed into the bone marrow from the skin. It really makes people suffocate and die. All vitality seems to be blocked in an invisible barrier. Even if she breathes gently, she feels helpless, distressed and sad
When she didn't know that Yihao was still alive, she often stared out of the window. However, at that time, she didn't feel lonely, because she believed that even if he left, his soul would stay with her... And now
He is alive, but it makes her feel that his existence is strange. His existence makes her feel more lonely than his non existence.
He was not dead, but in the air she breathed, she could no longer find the unique breath of him. Even the air was so strange that she felt that the whole world had changed.
Warm and powerless closed her eyes, desperately let herself not think too much, desperately let herself not think about him, but... She still couldn't control herself not to think about him.
However, the more she thinks about him, the more heartache she feels. The more she thinks about him, the more she can't breathe*
She felt that she was really suffocating and couldn't breathe.
She is waiting for him. For her, these three days can be regarded as ”spending seconds like years”. She thought he would come to the hospital to see her. She thought he would appear, but... After three days of waiting, she didn't wait for anything except heartache.
Wennuan doesn't know whether she should laugh or cry. She doesn't even know how to control her expression. She can only let her facial cells do what they want to do
Warm closed her eyes, slowly took a few deep breaths, wanted to calm herself down, and even tried to force herself to sleep, because she knew that only when she fell asleep, she would not think about him, his good, his bad, his tenderness, his cruelty... Only when she fell asleep, she would not think about the strange and familiar man, So she won't have heartache.
However, as soon as she calmed herself down, she heard the voice of sister a min and Xu Meng arguing outside the door. Although they had deliberately lowered their voice, she still heard it clearly.
”Did you go to find the young master? Why hasn't someone come for three days?”
”It's not that I didn't go, but that he didn't want to come at all!”
”Why doesn't he want to come?” sister Amin is full of anger. You know, she obviously feels warm and depressed these days. She doesn't seem energetic at any time. If it goes on like this, even her iron body will be unbearable.
”He said that he is not the person we are looking for at all. It's better not to come than to let the young grandmother fall into deeper pain. It's better to have a long pain than a short pain!” Minghao shrugged helplessly.
”You're a white rice eater. The Yi family gives you such a high salary. You don't do anything well. What a loser!!” sister Amin scolded angrily.
”Bucket? You scolded me for being a bucket. If you have the ability, go to the young master and see if you will become a bucket...” Minghao said unconvinced.
After listening to their conversation, wennuan's mood, which finally calmed down, soared in an instant.
He really doesn't care about her life or death? Really don't care how she feels?! She can't, she doesn't believe it!!
Thinking of this, wennuan opened the quilt and wanted to get out of bed. However, she suddenly realized that it must not be a good way to rush out like this. Finally, she had to lie in bed again.
After dinner, when sister Amin would tidy up in the hotel, wennuan turned up from the hospital bed. Regardless of changing her sick clothes, she ran out of the hospital directly
Yihao waited until Xiaoya fell asleep and even his breathing became symmetrical. He tucked in the quilt corner for her, turned out of the room, and gently closed the door.
He went downstairs to the room on the second floor. Yihao closed the door, took off his clothes and planned to take a bath, and then had a rest. However, he saw the curtains in front of the window flying around by the strong wind and the rain floating in from the window. He found that he forgot to close the window when it rained today.
Frowning, he quickly stepped forward and opened the curtain to close the window. However, when he saw a white figure downstairs, he looked carefully and found the crazy woman standing in the rain?!
”Disappeared for three days and came again?” Yi Hao wondered.
Standing in the rain, wennuan saw the light in the room on the third floor go out. She thought Yihao was asleep. Just when she was so desperate that she didn't know what to do, she suddenly saw the light in the room on the second floor go on.
Seeing that Yihao suddenly appeared in front of the window, wennuan was very excited. At the same time, she was so sad that she tried to shed tears, but her tears mixed in the rain and couldn't be found at all.
”Brother Yihao...” warm and weak, but she desperately shouted these four words. I don't know whether she hasn't spoken for too long recently, or because she has been drenched in the rain for too long, her voice has been hoarse.
Yi Hao tightened his eyebrows and looked straight at the woman downstairs. He didn't know what she came for today. He wanted to close the window and ignore her. He should take a bath and eat when he should
However, seeing that she was still wearing sick clothes, he couldn't step away.
Because the rain was too heavy and the sound of the rain was too loud, he couldn't hear warm calling him at all.
”Brother Yihao...” warm looked up and looked at him, but the cold rain pattered on her cheeks, on her body and in her heart. She even felt very cold. That kind of cold is the cold immersed in the heart, lungs and bone marrow from the surface and.
Seeing that Yihao didn't move, wennuan raised his voice this time, tore his heart and lungs and shouted, ”brother Yihao!!”
Yihao heard it this time and saw wennuan. Because he shouted his name too hard, his body trembled badly, and his fist couldn't help holding it tight.
”You go back!!” Yi Hao didn't know how long she had been standing in the rain. He was worried that she would be unbearable if she stood like this again. He shouted at her.
The sound spread rapidly in the rain and finally fell into the warm ears, but it was very small. However, no matter how small the sound was, those words still beat her heart and lungs like a big hammer.