C140 (1/2)
The sky had turned completely dark.
Warm and lost, touring the streets and alleys of the city of Port Han. As she walked, she did not know how long she had walked, nor did she know exactly how far she had walked. All she knew was that before her was a vast expanse of white fog, causing her to be unable to see a clear path forward.
And her mind was in chaos. No! No, it was her brain. It had been in a state of chaos ever since Ihao came back, never clear. No matter what she did, she couldn't make sense of it, and she couldn't cut it. *
In his mind, he kept thinking about what happened between him and her. From time to time, he would also think about how much he had doted on her and how much he had doted on her …
The night wind had washed away the dryness of the day. The heat gradually became colder. She winced, then hugged her arms, rubbing them gently, trying to warm them. However, the coldness, the bone-piercing coldness, still made her body tremble uncontrollably.
The neon lights of the big city were becoming more and more dazzling on such a night. The dazzling lights made it hard for her to open her eyes. Warmth stood at the crossroads and looked up at the street lamps high on the opposite side of the street, lost in thought for a long time.
She was thinking of a question, a correction. The matter of pestering her and making her unable to let go of her mind was something that she could not let go of. That was the enmity between her, Ihao, and Leng Ying.
Why did the hatred between them involve her? Was she destined to be a sinner just because she was a cold-blooded daughter who fell in love with Ihao? Was she in so much pain because she loved him?
If she wasn't a loser, if she really had never loved Ihao before, even if it meant being hurt by him, would she not be in so much pain? *
Thinking of this, Warmth raised his head to look at the neon light and couldn't help but laugh. Was it a sin to fall in love with Iowa? If she was just an ordinary civilian, would this be the end for her and Iowa?
However, wasn't the reason why Yi Hao hated her and tortured her? Wasn't it because she was the daughter of someone who suffered a loss? Didn't he think that she had him in her heart?
Hehe … If she really did not love him anymore, then what was Yi Hao's revenge and torture to her in her heart?
A man was strolling along the road when he was suddenly bitten by a mad dog that had rushed out of an alley? Although it was painful and she really wanted to use her teeth in exchange, she couldn't possibly really take a bite out of it, could she? At most, he would kick it away...
Kick it away?
If he kicked it away, would he really be able to get rid of him?
There were fewer and fewer people on the street at night in the city of Hankang. Warmth stood on the street watching the people cross the street in front of her and finally disappear into the opposite street. He couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly.
Where did they go? Home?
Go home?
Yes! They're all home!
They saw a new group of people gathering at the crossroads. The moment the red light turned into the green light, they could no longer control their emotions. He moved and quickly headed to the opposite street. This time, however, Warmth did not shrink under the tree, but followed them across the street.
Go home, what a common word! On a normal day, people often talk about things like:
”I'm off work. I'm going home!”
”I'm on the bus and will be home soon!”
”Mom, I need to go home this weekend. Remember to cook something delicious for me!”
However, so far, she had discovered that she had no home at all. Wounded, tired, sad, but no family to comfort. The wind was blowing, the rain was falling and the thunder was rolling, but she didn't have a place to hide from the wind and the rain …
It was only today that she truly understood that she had no home. Gone … It's gone … It was personally destroyed by the man she loved the most in her life. Furthermore, he destroyed her home with every shot he took in front of her face …
”Haha …” When she thought of this, she actually started laughing, but as she laughed, she was unable to suppress the sadness in her heart and began to cry bitterly.
Cry for the last ten minutes, and then cry for the last ten minutes for a love that was not worth anything to her.
I'm done crying!
She was going to be warm and cold, she was going to swear to the heavens that she was going to be warm and cool. Never shed a single tear on that man, ever!
Thinking of this, Warmth slowly crouched down. He buried his head between his knees and began to cry.
There were fewer and fewer people coming and going on the streets. They were just curious as to why there was a girl crying on the pedestrian street, but no one came up to ask. Meanwhile, on the side of the street, Ihao, who had been sitting in the car, felt as if his heart had been pierced by something, and even his breathing had stopped.
He seemed to have done something wrong, really wrong. From the beginning, he had been wrong! Why, when he came to his senses, he discovered that the woman who was buried in his heart, who liked her, who loved him no less than she loved him, was already covered in wounds and bruises. Even the courage to step forward and hold her was painful …
He still remembered the girl he met at the age of fifteen. She had an innocent and carefree smile on her face, and although she would occasionally cry out loud in order to force him to be nice to her, to do something he didn't want to do, he knew that the sun was shining down on her heart …
And now …
He reached out and pulled at his hair painfully, but the pain in his scalp was no more than one percent of the pain he felt in his heart.
[Warmth, from now on, how can I exchange this for you? From now on, besides making amends, what else can I do for you?]
However, he didn't intentionally treat her well, which actually hurt her even more …
It was 11 PM.
Warmth and exhaustion filled his heart as he arrived at the city. It was a rather remote and inhospitable place where the poor lived. She raised her head and looked at the low, low, and even the dilapidated walls and tiles of the residential area. She frowned and thought for a long time before finally walking in.
Right now, she was in a dire straits and could only lift her head ruthlessly. The only person she could think of was him.