C1754 (1/2)
Xia Li had no choice but to shake his head, especially when he saw the other party's indifferent appearance. He was even more angry. Why would the other party do this? He clearly knew that it was not right, clearly knew that it was not good, but still did such a thing!
It's just a wenshiyun, and wenshiyun doesn't have any pity for her. Obviously, she wants to send her in. Why even this can be forgiven?
”I didn't think about it, I didn't regret it. But now, it seems that there is no meaning in saying these things. I don't understand why I became like this. I was really a lady in a big family at the beginning. I could accept all the things, but Xia Li, why did you come back? If you don't come back, we can still be happy together, we will discuss all the things, but because of your existence, all these things have been broken, and I have become a joke. When people mention me, they will only say, it is the Huo family's child, the abandoned child, do you know, every time you hear this, How painful is my heart? ”
Xia Li looked up and saw that Huo Jingru's expression was very indifferent. There was no other emotion at all, as if she had accepted the fate's arrangement.
”I also know that some things should not be like this, but greed is a bottomless pit. I know I can't do this, but I still do it, because I know that only in this way can I get what I want. No matter whether it is good or bad, it doesn't matter. As long as I get it, I will be very happy, not at all There will be other emotions. ”
Maybe it was because of her childhood that she would get what she wanted as long as she said it. So after Xia Li came back, all these privileges were gone. So Huo Jingru was so angry that she thought of revenge. But these thoughts
”Xia Li, I really hate you. Although you are the first one to come here after my accident, I also hate you. I will think, if you really disappear, how good it will be, I will have everything, will have the love of my uncle and aunt, maybe I won't meet with gentleness, will be well with Mu Xiaoxi, Mu Xiaoxi won't let me suffer so much No Happy, but later, I seem to understand something
Huo Jingru has never said these things to others. All these emotions are hidden in her heart. She originally thought that these words would never have a chance to speak out, but she did not think that they were said to Xia Li.
”I thought, as long as they can see my existence, as long as they can let me know my importance, I will certainly turn back. But Xia Li, that's not me. What I get is not so important to me. I just want to get everything that belongs to me, that is to say, all I have. But why is it What about the difficulty? ”
”Why can help you enjoy everything safely, while I, I can only be running around all the time? I don't want to be like this. I also want to get along with each other peacefully. But what they do and what you do make me feel bored. Even if you disappear, it will be completely good! ”
Thinking of this, Huo Jingru laughed, but in that smile, there was a touch of desolation: ”but now I find that my idea is so ridiculous, I can't let anyone disappear, everyone lives in the world, they have their rights, no matter what, those rights have nothing to do with me, I can't arbitrarily deprive everyone of their lives, So now I have become like this... ”
Listen to Huo Jingru say these, Xia Li's heart is shocked, completely did not expect, unexpectedly one day, can hear Huo Jingru say these things!