Chapter 347 (2/2)
Her heart beat violently. She reached out and pressed the switch on the wall. The light in the ward was bright. She finally saw the expression on Lin Lang's face. It seemed that her eyes became red with deep depression and pain.
Ann felt a little uneasy, but more worried. She couldn't help moving forward, her body approached him a little, and asked softly: ”... What's the matter with you?”
Lin Lang looked at her with red eyes, as if to see her in his heart. After a long silence, he said: ”... Have you ever thought of dying?”
Ann's heart couldn't help clicking: ”have you heard the recording?”
Lin Lang was silent and didn't speak. He just made more efforts to hold his hand at his wrist, and his jaw tightened suddenly. It seemed that he was struggling to suppress something.
When an Hao handed his mobile phone to Lin Lang, he only thought that the recording in the mobile phone should be able to clearly record the fact that Chen Xiyang admitted that he had murdered grandma and Xia LAN, and even the motive has been very clear, which should be helpful to the police in handling cases.
She was afraid that it was unsafe to put it on herself. She might as well give it to Lin Lang earlier, but she forgot what she said at that time. What would Lin Lang think after listening to it.
She thought he should be angry, even angry. She took a deep breath, looked up at Lin Lang, and said softly with inexplicable guilt: ”since you listened to the recording, you should know that I don't really want to die. I just had to let him go...”
”No, you really want to die...” Lin Lang stared at her without blinking, and his voice was too depressed.
”But I'm not dead, am I?” Ann looked up at him and tried to ease his mood: ”although I want to die, I'm so afraid of pain, even if I want to die, I can't find it...”
She was talking. Lin Lang suddenly pulled her over and buckled her into his arms. His safe face was buried in his chest. He heard his heartbeat and smelled the very strong smell of tobacco. This man should have just smoked a lot of cigarettes
Lin Lang seemed to be afraid that she would suddenly disappear. He held her with all his strength, as if he wanted to deeply embed her into his body. He was well strangled and his breathing was not smooth, but she didn't push him away or even open her mouth to let him go.
She felt his uneasiness and fear, and suddenly felt very distressed. Lin Lang was very, very distressed. She moved, stretched out her arms around his waist and said softly: ”Don't worry so much. It's all over. I know my ideas are wrong. When I just had the idea that I couldn't live, I took the initiative to talk to Su Ye. He enlightened me. You can ask him. My current psychological condition is really healthy...”
Lin Lang still held her and said in a hoarse voice for a long time: ”why... Why don't you tell me?”
Am I so untrustworthy because I'm not the one you love in your heart and have to hide such a big thing from me? Not only hide it, but also pretend that there's nothing in front of him and smile all the time
The more Lin Lang thought about it, the more unwilling he felt. He couldn't help holding her tighter. His tone added a bit of gnashing anger: ”... Doesn't it mean that you depend on my feelings? That's how you rely on me?”
Don't tell me anything. What the hell is this?
”I'm afraid of you...” Ann responded before she finished. It seemed that something was wrong. She struggled twice to see Lin Lang's look, but Lin Lang held her arm without relaxing. She sighed helplessly: ”you eavesdrop on me and Qingqing?”