C161 (1/2)
”I know. Actually, I'm not entirely worried about that.” Chen Xiyang softly explained: ”It's me who wants to leave home, it's really too tiring, really very tiring. Every day, I have to put in effort for all sorts of projects, and also have to go and entertain all kinds of clients. This isn't the life that we want the most at the start, is it?”
Yes, this wasn't the life they wanted to live all along. An Hao suddenly thought of the night when Chen Xiyang had just become the Vice President, and held her hand as they walked along the shady road in the school. He said in a happy and helpless manner, ”Although being a Vice President makes you happy, but thinking that I might not have much time to accompany you in the future, it's also a little reluctant to part with you.
She said very innocently, ”Actually, you don't have to work so hard and even make yourself so tired. After I graduate, we'll open a small supermarket, and we won't need to earn too much money. It'll be enough as long as we can spend it, but the key is that we can be by each other's side everyday, so we don't have to work too hard.”
”Do you remember when you said you wanted to open a small supermarket?” Chen Xiyang obviously thought about this and could not help but raise his hand to stroke her. He touched her hair and said with a smile, ”Our savings are enough for us to open a lot of supermarkets. We can live the life we yearned for before. We'll open a small supermarket, okay?”
An Hao couldn't help but cry. This was certainly the life she had yearned for back then, and even now, she yearned for it every single moment.
She sniffed and said in a choked voice, ”Xi Yang, you're wrong. I want to divorce you not because of these things, but because of the child in my stomach. I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant with someone else's child …”
Chen Xiyang's body stiffened immediately, and he subconsciously narrowed his eyes.
An Hao cried and said: ”Can you take this? ”No one can take it, I can't even bear it myself, how can I continue to stay by your side in peace?”
”It doesn't matter.” Chen Xiyang somewhat anxiously wiped away the tears on her face: ”I really don't mind at all, as long as it's your child, I don't mind …”
He stroked his forehead. He gently caressed her cheeks and said: ”Ah Hao, you can give birth to your child. I will want to treat him like my own child. Believe me, I really don't mind …”
An Hao looked at him blankly, then smiled bitterly a while later: ”You can't do it, have you forgotten about this, because of my loss before marriage? ”Your body, even now you're still unwilling to touch me, not to mention that I still have someone else's child …”
She raised her eyes and looked at Chen Xiyang, ”Xi Yang, I can endure it when you don't touch me. But as time passes, are you sure you can control yourself and not find other women to vent your anger? Do you? ”Even though I'm already dirty, I can't stand watching you go find another woman. Even if it's purely to vent my anger, I can't accept it …”
”I won't.” Chen Xiyang promised with a serious face.
An Hao chuckled, obviously not believing in his promise.
Chen Xiyang suddenly became angry, ignored the people around him, and angrily said: ”If I say I don't know, then I don't know, is it that you don't believe me?”
”It's not that I don't believe you.” An Hao looked at him as he explained, ”I do not believe in humans' most primitive desires. Wang, Xi Yang, we are all adults now. I am not naive enough to think that as long as there's love in our heart, sex is not important at all. Women might be able to do it, but men, I do not believe. ”
”Heh, the most primal of desires. ”Look?” Chen Xiyang scoffed, he had resisted the anger in his heart for a long time, and retorted with a question in her eyes, ”Do you really think that I am a germaphobe? Do you really think that I didn't touch you because you were touched by another man? ”