C143 (2/2)

”Sorry about that.” An Hao calmed his mood, reached out to lift the blanket, and without caring about anything, he pulled out the needle in his hand and sat up on the bed.

Lin Qing was shocked by her actions: ”What are you doing? Don't you want to die? ”

An Hao smiled, lowered his eyes, looked at his own abdomen, and said softly: ”If he can still live on like this, let's just consider it his fate.”

”You …” Lin Qing looked at her in shock, and was unable to organize his words properly after a long while. ”Even if he isn't your husband's child, he's still your child right … ”How can you …”

”Do you want me to give birth to him?” An Hao looked up at Lin Qing, and tears once again rolled down from the corner of his eyes. ”Then what about Xi Yang and I? ”Then we will never be able to return to the past …”

Tears streamed down her face and her clear eyes were filled with despair. She looked at Ye Ci as if she was looking at a lifesaving tree, hoping that she would be able to provide her with a perfect solution to the problem.

This gaze made Lin Qing's heart ache, she could not bear to keep her eyes away, and softly said: ”Since you were so reluctant, then why did you bring it out? ”What about the tracks?”

Just as she finished speaking, An Hao choked out once again, ”I don't know either... Why did things turn out like this? ”

An Hao spent the entire morning trying to make sense of the matter. Her friendship with Xia Lan, her love with Chen Xiyang, Xia Lan's secret crush on him, and the fact that she had been drugged twice in a row, caused her body to uncontrollably fall off the rails.

When she mentioned Xia Lan, she cried. When she talked about Chen Xiyang, she cried again.

In the past, she had felt that her life was difficult, that when she was born in such a family, with such a tyrannical father, it was fine to raise them, but when she grew up, she still had to meddle in their lives.

But compared to An Hao, all of these were as if they were on the verge of reaching the heavens. She still had her parents by her side, she could easily see them when she was yearning and act coquettishly with them without restraint.

Three of her older brothers were still hurting her. Pet. Just look at her, don't let her suffer even the slightest bit of grievance and bullying.

Where's An Hao? She only had one old grandma, who had been wronged by her best friend, and her husband, who had been wronged by her. No one protected her, they pampered her, and that husband was even more useless.

”Do you think Xi Yang and I can go back in time?” An Hao choked out: ”He has a obsession with cleanliness, but I... So dirty. ”

”It's not your fault.” Lin Qing put his arm around her shoulder, allowing her to cry while leaning into his embrace, he comforted her in a soft voice, ”If he really does love you, then he wouldn't blame you at all. You're a complete victim, and …”

Furthermore, she felt that the matter last night was caused by her husband. Although he had a perfect reason and it seemed as if it had nothing to do with this matter, how could it be so coincidental?

How did He Xigu know that An Hao would go to the northern shore that night and stay there?

Was it by chance? It wasn't impossible, but how could he explain the drug? Could it be that he always carried those things with him?

Coincidentally, they were staying at 3006, whereas He Xigu was staying at 3007?

Just because it was such a coincidence, without Chen Xiyang's cooperation, He Xigu would not be able to finish setting up the medicine on An Hao.

However, she could not tell An Hao these words at this time. She had already suffered too much and could no longer bear the pain, so she believed that An Hao would definitely think things through once he had completely calmed down.

An Hao leaned into Lin Qing's embrace and choked with sobs. After a while, she said hoarsely, ”I will not keep this child.”

Lin Qing did not say anything. Regarding the matter of the child's father, An Hao did not actually say too much, and did not even mention his name. She did not understand that man, and more so, did not advise her to keep her child.

”Do you think I'm a very bad person? I don't even want my own child. ”