28 The Little Kitten inside the Beas (1/2)

LiMingHu walked slowly toward TianTian's room,... he was thinking,

'If she knows about ShuShu...she might hate me now...is it a right time to let her go?”

But his heart didn't agree,...he didn't want to let her go. TianTian was the first woman who made him felt a passion...everything about her like a drug that makes him addicted. Once he sees her, he suddenly can forget anything and just be with her make him happy the most...This intense game to get TianTian to be his....made him felt alive than usual...

Now he arrived in front of TianTian's door, he didn't knock, he just opened it slowly and then he saw the back of TianTian who laid on the bed, although he didn't see the face...he suddenly realizes how often he saw that sad figure of TianTian...maybe all this time, he really being selfish to TianTian...

All this time, the beast tried to conquer his little rabbit...he almost success, but just in that moment...he finally saw how scared the little rabbit was and the beast didn't have heart to see it.

LiMingHu slowly approached the bed, TianTian who didn't sleep noticed his coming and she didn't want to welcome him at all, but she didn't have energy to cast him away...too tired...so she just covered herself with blanket.

The beast kept come closer and when he sat close to TianTian's side, he reached his right hand, want to open the blanket but stopped when he heard TianTian from inside the blanket...

”Don't come closer...go away...I want to sleep”

”You don't want to see me at all?” asked the beast, not in anger...but in soft voice that TianTian surprised to hear...there is a sadness in it. What kind of face he made now? TianTian finally peeked from her blanket and she startled because LiMingHu was looking at her... the wounds on his lip still not yet be treated and the smell of alcohol was very strong...

”Is it still hurt?” TianTian instantly felt worried again...

The King smiles a little, he felt happy to see how TianTian worried about him, he closing his face to her,

”It's nothing...don't worry...”

TianTian back to realize that she was angry to him, so the tone was change sharply and sunk into her blanket again

”I don't worry about you..just go away...”

Although he felt sad but LiMingHu kept smiled to see how cute the reaction of TianTian when she was upset. This kind of moment, TianTian's warmth and cuteness made him unwilling to let her go...he wanted to touch and kiss her more...

” ... It seems I have made you very angry today...” LiMingHu paused, ”...no...maybe since beginning, I have been so...so...wrong to you...”

'What happened to this beast? Is he showing regret about how he treated me all this time?'

TianTian kept silent but listening,

Almost in entire his experience in business, he, LiMingHu, the King never shows any repentance for his mistakes, either in destroying other man's business or even make others losing their life. He kept all in his heart and wore a beast mask, who never looks weak to anyone, even in front of President Sam, his superior. It was his motto...”Like in the law of wild animals, the weak will be destroyed...”

But now, he felt weak in front of this woman...he doesn't want to hurt her anymore...so he pressed his ego deeply,

”....I am....I am sorry...for everything...” in a very small tone, but still could be heard by TianTian,

'Finally...for the 1st time...he can say sorry to me...maybe he was really drunk right now' Somehow TianTian felt satisfied, although she was actually no longer upset about the way beast acted...but then she remembers about ShuShu,...

'Yes...he should felt sorry for what he did to me and to his fiancee...'

”You should say it to your fiancee...not to me” TianTian spoke her mind...she could kept it more.

”My fiancee...ShuShu, she has been in coma since 10 years ago...But the engagement happened because I promised to her Grandfather, if she could wake up, I will make her to be my legal wife...its my debt to her..She,..being in coma because of me” It's strange to tell all about it to TianTian, but somehow that night, the beast started to open his heart and told TianTian about his past... Maybe because deep in his heart, the king wanted TianTian to understand his condition, about why he stayed to keep the promise to ShuShu but also understand that he didn't have any feeling to ShuShu like what he had toward TianTian...and maybe he could do this because kicked by the alcohol's effect.