12 I am sorry Mom (1/2)
At the bathroom, TianTian looked her naked reflection in the mirror.She could see some red marks of hickeys on her necks.And her lips....she still could felt the taste of tobacco when he kissed her.
TianTian knew cleaning her body so badly couldn't removing the marks, but she kept did it.
Tears were streamed again out from her eyes, but she cried in silent.
TianTian shook her head, wiped the tears.She cried because she felt weak, she angered to herself.It was not the first time the beast had touched her anyways, but in this morning, the touchings were felt more intense.What made TianTian furious to herself that she didn't feel sick with the touchings, it roused a weird desire of her body instead. But for the first time in her life, she felt that man domination could be so scary. She was just too scared.TianTian shivered when she thought of that.But she tried to keep herself sane ,she talked to her reflection in the mirror.
”No, TianTian...you must be strong!!! First I need to check if the beast really had letting your brothers go... Then..., and then we'll find another way...remember like GrandPa always said,'there will be always a way, you just don't see it yet...'
After she had cleanse up,Aunt Ma took her to the dinner room, preparing a warm soup or her.
”Its not good to let your stomach empty too long.I believe this morning you didn't have a proper breakfast.Please sit here and enjoy your breakfast..”
TianTian didn't have much appetite actually after what happened but the kindness of Aunt Ma touched her so she ate up the soup a little.She was able to take few spoons and then Aunt Ma served her a warm tea to drink.TianTian looked around,
”Where is he?” she asked slowly.
”Who...ah..you mean Mr Li? He has gone to work.But he has ordering me to take a good care of you, Ms TianTian. Don't worry about anything else.You may relaxing in this house all day and waiting for his return this night.He said that he will go home as soon as he can for you.”
”gulp”...'That beast can't wait to continue what he want this night... what should I do !!! I pray that his works can hold him longer, it will better if he held at work until tomorrow!' TianTian stopped thinking about that, now she was concern about her brothers, she must checked either the beast had released them or not.
”Aunt Ma, I want to go out...” TianTian went to the door,
”Ah...Miss TianTian...”
But what a surprise, TianTian saw her previous bodyguard, Ali and his friend were standing, guarding the house, keeping watch on her precisely.
”Ms TianTian, please go back into the house.Mr Li has giving a clear order that you may not go out from the house without his permission.” Ali explained.
'So I am in my cage now....'
”I will come back soon...I just wanna to check my family first.”
”Please ask Mr Li's permission first, Ms TianTian.”
TianTian knew its useless to ask the king's permission, so she gave up the idea.
”Okay...” TianTian felt upset but she returned back into the house.she wandered around the house, thinking what should she do right now. She was so worry with her brothers.She didn't realize that other servants were looking at her strangely.
Then Aunt Ma came and surprised her,
”Your phone is ringing. Ms TianTian...”
TianTian took it, ”Thanks Aunt Ma”, Aunt Ma returned to her job in the kitchen while TianTian was checking the id caller...
'Its Brother Kang !' She immediately went to the living room, where there was no one around, then she answered the phone,
”Brother Kang, are you okay? Where are you....”
”I am the one who want to ask you TianTian, where the hell are you??? You are leaving the confusing letter here. Mom and Dad were worry deadly now. Are you really leaving this house?Where are you right now??”
”I'm.....Wait, brother Kang! You are at home? How about Brother Wang and TianLang? Are all you has return home safely?”
”We are...Everyone has return at home now...” TianTian was so relieved, ”But TianTian, how..how do you know? TianTian ,don't say that you....are you going to that bastard? Did he threaten you? Is that why he let us go easily?... Don' worry TianTian, we will save you...”
TianTian sudden remember the words of that beast, 'I will kill your brothers and entire your family...'