Chapter 31 (1/2)

Chen Gang's style of work is always vigorous and vigorous. After making an appointment for the next day's work, he went to his friend's studio with Cheng Shen.

”I like him a lot, but I'm not going to fall in love with him.” ——Chen Gang said so.

Cheng Shen thought simply: ”but Zheng Jian is not straight! Brother Chen, you have good conditions. If you want to chase him, there must be drama - or do you say he has already got a target? ”

”He did not.”

Program solution: ”if you don't have it, go after it! ——If you don't chase him, why do you have the same tattoo as him? ”

Chen attack was Cheng Shen such a sentence asked Leng, can not think of the answer, so also did not answer this honest young.

Lying there, listening to the tattoo machine whirring and feeling the tiny pain on his abdomen, Chen Gong thought he was ridiculous.

There is a film, forget what it is called, Chen Gang only remember a small supporting role - a small hoodlum with a bad head. His love road is rough, but he has been enthusiastic all the way. Every time he fell in love with a girl, he would tattoo their names on his back, so that every time the tattooist tried to design new patterns for him, so that the latter would cover the former.

The design of the smile point is that the rogue's love road is not smooth. After seven or eight lovers, the name on his back has become huge.

The close-up caused a lot of laughter, and Chen Gang also laughed - Chen Gang was laughing.

When I was a teenager, I was passionate and clumsy. I always felt that romance was ”imprinting you in my soul”. But it is because of clumsiness, so the price of lovelorn is like snowballing, which is getting bigger and bigger.

He was sad, and Chen Gang felt that he deserved to be the same as himself.

At several critical points, Chen Gang was also unable to resist the buzzing sound in his brain (probably the cry of the readers of refraction through the dimension) Have an impulse, want to go and Zheng Yi say: together!

But this impulse often sprouts abruptly and ends quickly.

The little girl in the Department secretly labels Chen Gang, who knows what it means and laughs it off.

In the dark concrete forest shuttle survival, who has not been lonely chase to the narrow corner? Who hasn't bred a trace of desire and expectation because of fear?

The so-called ”abstinence” is not born, but is the failure of life, life sharpened into indifferent eyes of accident people.

Later, Sean often knocked on the door of the Chen attacker, Chen Chong opened his shirt to hide his emotions and accepted him because he was ”used to it”.

It's really hard to understand the feeling that you've been with him for a long time without going through one Even if the final separation only left hate, but there is no one in the world who knows you better than him.

Occasionally, when the light comes into the dark room through the window frame, you have a little mood, and you tell yourself to go out and find a new person. When you open the door, you will think about the long running in of the previous period, which will cause pain You don't know to go out and meet another person, and then let yourself sharpen yourself Whether it's worth it, you only remember the fear left to you in the last paragraph, only remember that you used to file to your edges and corners in order to fit with him, only remember that every inch of strength It's still clear today.

A failed love can destroy most of your self-esteem.

You don't know if the next scene will destroy you.

At the end of the movie, the tattoo artist refused to serve, and he said to the hooligan, ”it's time to love yourself.”

The hooligan was stunned for a long time, and finally agreed to the tattoo master's proposal of ”tattoo your own name”.

The last tattoo, the biggest, the most painful, so the little rogue lying there crying.

Since then, the rogue is no longer young; he still wanders in love, but never sees his enthusiasm again.

Yao Jiaren once said to Chen Gang, ”to get along with any kind of person, you should incarnate to be the same as him - just like a mirror, to reflect all the light back.”

Chen Feng is also familiar with this truth - if Zheng Yi is not serious, he can't be serious.

Wearing the mask of ”just playing”, Chen Gang can not only give back to Zheng Yi, but also get something from him. You are a dandy, then I am a scum man; if you have a ”danger warning”, then I also have a ”hunting forbidden zone” - you and I are equal in power and resources.

Even if one day your mobile phone rings a voice message that ”the hotel has been opened”, I can nod and easily say to you, ”play, it's none of my business.”

In this way, he found a theoretical basis for his unknown tattoo behavior, and Chen was much more comfortable.

After applying the medicine and sticking a layer of fresh-keeping film, listen to the tattoo master's instructions and finish the job.

Tattoos are wounds that scab first and then fall off slowly. During this period, you can't use hand clasp, there is a risk of infection, but also affect the final coloring and molding.

Unfortunately, Chen's abdomen is derived from the navel There is a line of hair that is not thick but not light. Chen Gang was shaved off to get a tattoo, but the first two days were OK. On the third day, when the hair grew back to some fine stubbles, he scratched Chen Chong to death

Know that this is the decision of his immediate superior, and others Zheng Yi has nothing to do with it. But emotional cost or can't help but let Zheng Yicheng bear it - in recent days, he has always been a fierce face.

Zheng Yi is not against Chen Gang now. He also sells a smiling face and drinks tea to coax Chen Feng.

There was a smart girl in the Department who couldn't help gossiping: ”it's a change of the world - Zheng Jian, are you atonement? I've seen you bullying deputy warden Chen before. What's the matter now? ”

”Where can it be?” Zheng Yile replied: ”this is called” compassionate subordinates ”- I let him, so that he can work hard for me - you children do not understand, this is called the skill of controlling people.”

Children laugh into a group, holding Zheng Yi's words, get together to expand the meaning of ”work hard”.

Zheng Yi saw that Chen Gang was discussed with a red face, and then turned to coax them: ”don't read some rubbish literature!”Waiting for scab to fall off these days Chen attack cautious, not how to connive at Zheng Yi's shameless ”game request” Once in a while, he was blocked in his car by Zheng Yi, and Chen Gang also pointed to it. Maybe he crossed the line.

One day, Zheng wanted to play more, Chen Gang ”defends himself like a jade”, tightly pressed the corner of his clothes and did not give him a chance.

”I don't do what you don't want to do, but I don't give it a kiss? You Even if you just want to be a ”Playmate”, you are not qualified

Chen Gang is not unwilling to give it, but he is also worried about it later It looks like a kind of more profound confession than words.

Don't know how to reply Zheng Yi, Chen attack to smoke out to plan to ease pressure. At this juncture, the fire machine couldn't be started. He reached out and asked Zheng Yi, ”lend me a fire.”