Chapter 20 (2/2)
I could not say anything She must be the lover of the dead adventurer, as she stared at me full of hatred
Fro around in the street stall I could never forget those words and her stare
I felt that [This is a punishht of life], and continued living life of self-blame
And at thisattribute is S, and she is also a white elf!
In a blink of an eye, she ic And within the next few days, she even ic
[The reason must be talent…]
Looking at such a s better than me, I felt even more embarrassed
It is not only for one day, but for every day…every single day!
Possessing such high affinity, having such large mana pool, Saint-sa
What a so hard on her own
Fro my hardest
My rank rose fro this period of time and fainted multiple times
However, Saint-sama did not fall even once
And now, Saint-sa herself ht]
Everyone… got encouraged by her smile
[Hah, hah, such a thing…!!]
Despite having such a s her s…!!
I feltto her, especially when I am an adult…!!
I finally arrived at the canteen Miranda-san also fell into a state of panic
This is the first ti so panicky
[Miranda-san! Please tell me where I could put Saint-sama down!!]
Miranda-san returned to nor, and created a makeshi+ft area for her to rest
I slowly place down the important Saint-sama
[I shall leave Saint-sama to you!]
After handing things over to Miranda-san, I ran out
Until Saint-sama comes back, I… ill definitely succeed!
After reconfir my resolution, I ran towards the place where everyone is waiting for me
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…Dark…Cold…Feel horrible
What, is this? This is the first time I had never experience such a sensation before
What, happened toI could not see anything
There are still injuries waiting for me to heal! I could not rest at such a place!
Move! My body, !?
Dark, cold, feel horrible
Dammit! It is not the time for this…!!
I never experience such fatigue before I could hear voices, telling ive up] in the corner of my mind
Dark! Cold! Feel Horrible!
Ah! No! Stop confusing ive up!!
However, this voice is all but a delusion
Deep in iven up
That's right, ever since back there, I always led an easy life and gave up when things got tough
I would not bother with things that were unrelated to me
As long as I a up This is the sort of fellow I am
…But is this it? Do I really want to be such person?
No! I do not want to give up!! Who, ill give up…!!
Its no use, nobody need you It had always been this way, now and in the future…
You should understand such things when you were back on earth right?
Noisy! Shut up!
In the end… it does notas you are satisfied…
Is it because you care how others view you?
No! Stop it!!
Even if you think of the use of 'me'?
Theysuch monstrous power…
Please stop
nobody will need you, and nobody will think of you as someone important
All the people here, be it the king, Delkett, Rayen, the healers, the citizens, Takaki, Futta, Alphonse, Eleanor, all of them think of it this way!
Stop…
I felt exhausted I had no energy to argue and resist
I knew that a corner of rew colder
Should I…give up? I…already did ht?
[If you give up now, everything you work for will end]
Eh…? The owner of such a gentle voice is!?
The world of darkness slowly began to shi+ne pink
Possessing strength that I did not experience before Illu my heart
Then, the world of darkness got illuminated
[Noake up There are still people waiting for you]
I know
This light, this warmth and this kindness
I got enveloped by the light and slowly regain consciousness
I looked back once more, and saw the pastwords of encouragement [Good luck]
In the past [e…]? Dammit, I can't remember why
Then, onto peachy-sensei!
[Alright, go on, everyone is waiting for you]
Such a deep voice, this used to be my voice
My past self so
[Ah! I a!!]
I bid farewell to my [past self]
And headed toward the side where people of
Please wait fornow!
For the first tih I had been reborn into this world for real
I would not give up halfway through anymore! I will do my best till the end!!
The rare creature than overcain her battle…!!