Chapter 24 (2/2)

Even though the man’s hot tongue had felt around the inside of Ernst’s mouth, even though the man had said that he hadn’t been able to restrain the fervor of his body, on this night, as well, the man left before the fire of the hearth went out.

Once the man had left, the room felt cold even when the flame of the fireplace continued to burn.

Ernst reread the book that he had found yesterday. In the book, the manhood between the man’s legs had risen with a flourish, and it penetrated the hole of the other man’s rear. The man who had been pierced also had an erect manhood between his legs. Seeing that, the man who had penetrated him had been pleased.

Was that man also seeking for Ernst to respond to him in such a way? Was that why he didn’t do anything? If it was that man, he of all people would know what Ernst’s manhood was like. No matter what was done to it, it wouldn’t stand up.

For the first time, Ernst felt mortified over his disease-stricken body. No matter how much time passed, even when he was on his deathbed, his body would continue to be like a child.

Ernst gazed down at the training soldiers. That soldier, and that soldier, and that soldier, and that soldier, they were all men. All of those soldiers over there, they would all be able to become erect.

Those soldiers of the militia, all of them would be able to please that man.

“Lord Ernst?”

Not even able to wait for the man to sit down, Ernst clung to the man’s large body.

“The reason why you don’t touch me, it’s because I’m not a man, isn’t it!?”

Ernst shouted for the first time in his entire life.

“You know it too, don’t you!? That my manhood is, that this thing that hangs between my legs is useless and good for nothing!”

Ernst cried as he said this. He had never before cried in front of another person.

“L…Lord Ernst, please calm down. U-um… First, how about we go sit down. It’s cold over here, right?”

The man easily picked Ernst up and sat down with him in front of the fireplace, setting Ernst upon his hip. Ernst felt vexed by the man’s composure.

“You… so even if you don’t do anything with me, it doesn’t matter to you…? Even though for me, it’s not enough anymore to just always keep talking like this without doing anything more.”

The man licked Ernst’s flowing tears with his tongue.

“Each and every one of those people you had touched before, I want to find them, I want to cut them down, it’s so horrible.”

The man’s large finger traced Ernst’s bitten lips.

“Lord Ernst, you don’t need to have such thoughts. I myself have already forgotten anyone who had ever been my partner before.”

Ernst looked at the man’s eyes.

“But I feel this way because I’ve fallen in love with you.”

At Ernst’s whisper, the man’s reddish-brown eyes widened in shock. Ernst now remembered his own failure – he had forgotten to tell the man his feelings.

“Aah, that’s right. I had forgotten to tell you. I hadn’t meant to, but I had ended up falling in love with you.”

The flames of the fireplace burst, devouring.

Translator’s Note

Please be aware that the next chapter contains explicit content. (teehee)