Vol 2 Chapter 39 (1/2)

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at 15th of September 2019 10:38:01 AM

Chapter 39

Chapter 39: My Accorad woke up

She slept in a familiar bedIt looked like the dormitory of her schoolFilaret twinkled her eyelids several tis were rather ordinaryThere was nothing inside the room, except for laboratorial equipment and piles of booksFilaret’s htly

“…Maybe that was a dreae feelingAn emotion without any contextWas it real or fake? The scenario projected through her eyes didn’t changeIt remained as an ordinary scenarioA norular ht, “Yes, I must have dreamedThere was no way that, that dream was true… It would be ier sacrifice his own life to save my own? What a stupid dreah”

“It was a bad idea to go to that local GuildI thought that it would open up a whole neorld for ret it”

Filaret closed her dark eyes and took a deep breathShe tried to calhtsIt was a just a small whiht that it could provide an opportunity to venture outside of her comfort zone and discover the worldTo make a name for herselfShe just wanted to be successful and show those who sYet, it was a foolish wishYes, a foolish actionA te

Filaret was not born in the city-state of Garoua MariaUnfortunately, she wasn’t allowed to register in the official Guild for Sorcerers from the city-stateThis Guild was only used for national interestsIt ister were the sorcerers born in Garoua Maria, and Filaret was an outsiderTherefore, she wasn’t legible to be a part of Garoua Maria’s Guild for Sorcerers

Well, it seeoing to be the same as yesterdayAnd, tomorroould be the same as today, and so on and onFilaret was supposed to join Helot Stanley in the ical lecture and, afterwards, work on researchThat’s allHowever, soht, “Why does my heart feel so empty? My everyday life has been the saedThen, why isall rightHer unwanted eo awayShe was supposed to meet with Helot, but it was impossible to face hi painfullyShe was sufferingFilaret thought that this could be the first day of her life that she would ical propertiesShe has never been absent from school beforeYet, who cares? No one would care about herShe was treated like a trivial subjectAn uni… 」

Depressive words came out of Filaret’s ot up from her bed and went out of her roomAfterwards, Filaret walked around in the city without anyNevertheless, she felt that her heart lacked so i feelingShe didn’t want to go backShe didn’t want to return to that boring routineA life that made her want to “rip her heart” apartIt was an excruciating emotionShe didn’t want to be hated anymoreShe wanted everybody to think differently of herTo respect her opinion and look up to herBut, her life was notdifferentTo cast away her repetitive life

“Still, I have nothing”, she thoughtFilaret’s heart sighed with disappoint up with HelotShe left him behind at the school and went out on her ownHe probably waited for herShe thought that it would be better to return to the school and apologize to hi research

“…Helot Stanley is the only one who has been by hed loudlyThen, she returned backHowever, she stopped by the gates of the city-stateShe went close to the gates because her feet moved on its ownShe stood by the entrance that connected Garoua Maria with the outsideFilaret leaned against the stone gates and looked at the sceneryShe looked at the outside world as if she was looking for a long-wishi+ng dream

“It was hereI met that man on my dream at this precise location because of that local Guild’s questAnd then…”

Filaret’s eyes becareen clothes carried a large barrel with herNext to this girl, stood the man from Filaret’s dreamThey went towards the “Poor People’s cave” district outside of the city-state’s walls

“My dreamThis shall be the continuation of that drea of a villain…Why did you co in your beloved Garoua Maria?」

Filaret heard that aze towards Lugis changed into a distrustful lookShe probably sought Lugis’ explanationUpon feeling this emotion, Filaret suddenly remembered what the man of her dreams did to herIt was as if the cloudy sky in her is risked his life to preserve his pride and dignitySo, what happened wasn’t a dreamI lived in a delusion for a short momentMy brain created an illusionary day-by-day comfort from my common lifestyle”

“He certainly existedAnd, he spoke directly to htmare? I couldn’t believe it”

Filaret’s black eyes stared suspiciously at people in the room and, slowly, she opened her lips in order to speak her own thoughts

「…Thisthisbecause you’re a spy fro the question of a pale-looking Filaret, Lugis just shrunk his shoulders

「The Saint Woround temple is obsessed with MariaI proposed a deal with that woe for my life」

「Do you mean that you’ll join hands with the Heraldic people? That’s even more insaneIn the past all of the people involved with theYoulooks relatedly well on the surface」

Filaret sounded as if Lugis wasa pact with the ene and she looked so about it was horrifying” That thought crossed Filaret’scountriesThere were, of course, differences in regards to the degree of persecution and repression of the Heraldic OrderHowever, it would be a different story if Garoua Maria fell by the hands of this unwanted faith