Chapter 149 Joy in reunion and grief at separation in one day (1/2)

Bai Aoxue listened to Cangsheng carefully, when she looked up, tears ran down from her cheek, and made her clothes wet.

She once thought that she didn’t have tears. Now it seemed that it was not the case. She was just not in a mood of extreme grief.

Although he couldn’t see clearly, Cangsheng still felt that Bai Aoxue was crying, and his heart was palpating greatly.

Did she…shed tears for him?

He had never expected for this, and never dared to expect it.

Cangsheng lifted his hand slowly and with difficulty, which could not stop the idea of touching Bai Aoxue’s cheek.

He wanted…wanted to wipe the tears that dropped for him.

He wanted her face to wear pride and indifference forever, and her eyes be stubborn and obstinate to witness the happiness and sorrow in this world.

Don’t be sad. Don’t be sad for his death.

Don’t cry. Don’t cry for his death.

Because he was not a lucky man, god never showed mercy to him. He shouldn’t have appeared in her life. But he had always considered himself lucky that he once appeared in her life, although it was short, she would never forget him.

Cangsheng asked lightly, “Aoxue, do you remember what you said about my name when we first met each other?”

Bai Aoxue’s eyes were red, her tears ran down from her cheeks and dropped on the ground, splashing dust in the air, which all disappeared.

“I remember. I said still water runs deep, and blow the reed-pipe wind instrument on the sea. Cangsheng is really a good name.” Bai Aoxue looked up and curled her eyes with tears shining in them.

Cangsheng nodded and opened his mouth, “I was really very happy then, because I know that this lady recognized me as equal to her.”

Cangsheng seemed to recall the scene of their first meeting, and his lips curled up to make an arc.

“Do you still remember the last sentence? You just spoke half of the sentence.” Cangsheng looked at Bai Aoxue, and his pupils couldn’t focus.

Bai Aoxue wanted to shake her head because she didn’t want to say the other half of the sentence. But she noticed that Cangsheng’s eyes were full of hope. So, she held back the words to reject him.

Tears pouring out of her eyes, Bai Aoxue took a deep breath. She was concerned about Cangsheng, and she felt that the air in her chest was in shortage.

“Moon waxes and wanes consistently, while human experience joys in reunion and grief at separation now and then…” Words came out of her thin lips, Bai Aoxue saw Cangsheng’s eyes closed gradually, and his hand fell slowly without touching her.

All this was like in slow motion which seemed to last half a century.

Tears blurred Bai Aoxue’s eyes, but she still read his lips and figured out his words.

“It turns out to be true on me!”

Bai Aoxue grabbed Cangsheng’s hand in a hurry, and held it tightly. She lowered her head, and kept silent.

In the hollow dungeon, there was only Eunuch Zhao crying sadly.

Jun Yeyan didn’t say a word from the very beginning, but he clenched his fists tightly and he was concerned about Bai Aoxue when he saw her crying.

For this world, one person’s death makes no difference. But for Bai Aoxue, Cangsheng’s death was a huge attack to her.

The man who was like a breeze blowing over when he smiled, the man who helped Bai Aoxue when she was alone and helpless, left the world behind with disappointment and complete relief.

Cangsheng was just like a breeze, appearing in coincidence, lasting for a short period and disappearing without any concern.

Jun Yeyan opened his mouth with thin lips several times, but he didn’t know what to say.

The sense of helplessness made him feel sad. His Aoxue grieved for Cangsheng, but he didn’t know what to say to comfort her.

“Jun Yeyan, I want to take Cangsheng out of here. He must have been hoping to be buried with Helian Cangyue, right? I haven’t done anything for him, but I owe him much. So this time, let me do something for him.” Bai Aoxue put down Cangsheng’s hand lightly and said.

On hearing Bai Aoxue’s words, Jun Yeyan’s eye became sweet and his mouth with thin lips opened a little, he said with tenderness that was exclusive to Bai Aoxue, “OK, let’s take Cangsheng out of here.”

Bai Aoxue stood up slowly, and when she lifted her head, there were already no tears in her eyes, but brightness and pride. It seemed like she was not the person who cried just now, because there was no sign of weakness on her.

It seemed that everything happened just not was just a delusion. And Bai Aoxue restored her indifference and pride as usual.

No matter how, she knew clearly and always reminded herself that she was Bai Aoxue, who shouldn’t be weak more than three seconds. To be weak was lethal. She couldn’t look weak in front of others.

Bai Aoxue had a glance at the dungeon, and stared at the man who wanted to take advantage of Cangsheng and was taken under control by Zhao.

“Zhao, cut his hands and feet, blind his eyes, and cut his tongue. People like him alive will only make the world dirtier. So I will be a butcher this time, to help the world get rid of garbage.” Bai Aoxue said slowly, staring at the man who had turned pale on hearing her words.

Then, Bai Aoxue threw the knife to Zhao.