Chapter 144 Love you ardently until the end of my life (1/2)

At noon, Bai Aoxue required Zhao to prepare things she needed, and Zi Yuanyue to prepare the herbs, and then she was carried by Jun Yeyan to the secret chamber.

“The passages that vital energy circulates would have been damaged, or even broken down. The herbs I give to you can inhibit the damage, but they are not good to your body, neither. During this period, you will be very weak. Do not practice martial arts, otherwise it will be counter-productive. Arrange some more guards to follow you.” Bai Aoxue combed Jun Yeyan’s hair with her white hand, and her lily-white face showed a serious expression.

On hearing Bai Aoxue’s words, Jun Yeyan stopped but didn’t say anything, his eyes gazing straight ahead.

Right now, he would be in danger any minute. He could not promise things like this would not happen again. In order to get rid of poisonous essence, he could not practice martial arts, and this cost was too much for him to afford.

Seeing that Jun Yeyan didn’t say anything, Bai Aoxue rolled her bright eyes, and got an idea in her mind.

“I don’t want to be hurt again when you don’t think straight. I will not kill you, you know that. There will be only me to get hurt.” Said Bai Aoxue with a sort of threatening tone.

As expected, Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue’s in his arms a little bit tighter. And his handsome eyebrows frowned a little.

“Aoxue, you are on purpose, aren’t you? I can never reject you.” Jun Yeyan shook his head and put on a bitter smile.

Bai Aoxue glimpsed Jun Yeyan, and snored coldly, “You know better than me how much harm the poisonous essence has done to your body.”

Then the two were in silence for a moment.

“Aoxue, why don’t you ask about my past?” Jun Yeyan’s deep voice suddenly sounded at Bai Aoxue’s ears.

There was a little bit nervousness in the voice.

Bai Aoxue clenched her fists a little tighter silently on hearing Jun Yeyan’s words. Could she tell Jun Yeyan that she had seen him before? If so, would Jun Yeyan believe it?

But the past was past, we should move on, and let the past be the past. One’s emotion was fragile. For Jun Yeyan, recalling was equal to torture.

Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue’s body a little tighter when he noticed that Bai Aoxue didn’t say anything. And Jun Yeyan’s eyebrows twisted together with upset.

“Aoxue…”

Jun Yeyan’s voice was husky, arousing pity to him.

Bai Aoxue was concerned about him. It was a feeling like being hurt by a needle. There was no much pain, but the feeling spread to depth of heart, very strong.

“That I don’t ask doesn’t mean I’m not curious. I only hope that you don’t frown when you talk about your past. Just like you don’t want to see me sad when seeing homeless children, I don’t want to see you to be sad, either.” Bai Aoxue leaned on Jun Yeyan, hoping to warm him.

“Everyone of us has a past, which is painful, or sad, or we don’t dare to recall any more. But no matter what kind of a past it is, it is a part of life, after all, which also made you. I can wait for you to talk with me until the day you can talk about your past very light-hearted, until then I will drink with you to celebrate that you have moved on.”

Jun Yeyan listened to Bai Aoxue’s voice. It was soft and light, like warm sunshine shedding on the darkest corner of his heart.

Bai Aoxue didn’t ask about his past even if she was curious about it. Knowing this, Jun Yeyan felt satisfied and lucky enough to meet Bai Aoxue and fell in love with her.

Jun Yeyan sighed lightly but satisfied in his heart, and there was un-erasable happiness in his eyes, which he had never experienced, and all of this happiness could be given to him only by Bai Aoxue.

“It is good to meet you.” Jun Yeyan laid his jaw on top of Bai Aoxue’s head, and breathed out satisfied sighs from his sexy lips.

Unconsciously, they came to the garden of jacaranda, with large bushes of jacaranda.

Lavender flowers fell down in the breeze, which formed a beautiful view.

Bai Aoxue and Jun Yeyan, one was in the wide world, and the other was in the palace. Originally, they were two unrelated persons, but they were bonded together by a wedding contract.

“Aoxue…you sang “The Throne and the Beauty” once here. Back then, I thought that all the heroes in the world would love beauty and power even more. But life is not perfect, now I want to tell you that I will take back the throne to build an ideal kingdom for you. And Bai Aoxue, you will be my lady!” Jun Yeyan frowned and looked down at Bai Aoxue, and said to her seriously.

If these words were said by someone else, Bai Aoxue would laugh at the person and didn’t care. But it was Jun Yeyan who said these words, and Bai Aoxue didn’t know what to say.

She didn’t know how to express her thoughts. There seemed to be so many words jammed at her throat, but she just couldn’t speak out.

She had never been a talkative person, just like the female hippie once said, to be with a demon with a poker face like her was the most boring thing.

At the moment back then, she didn’t care about such judgment at all, but now she hated her being obtuse a little bit, because she really didn’t know how to express her mood right now.

She didn’t know how to respond to the look of Jun Yeyan’s eyes.

She didn’t know what love was and how to love. Love was too far for her in the past which could not rival food that fed the stomach full or a thick cotton coat that could keep out the cold.

She didn’t have time to think about love until she didn’t have to be fearful of hunger and cold, then she found herself had to be alive for nothing but to be alive.

“Jun Yeyan…do you have enough patience to wait for me to understand the feelings and emotions of love?” Bai Aoxue took a deep breath and asked softly.

Her eyes were like two ponds, silent, and without ripples.

Jun Yeyan didn’t expect Bai Aoxue to answer him.

Jun Yeyan didn’t say the words in expectation of Bai Aoxue’s reply. He didn’t think that Bai Aoxue would reply him. He just wanted Bai Aoxue to know his heart.