Chapter 130: The Feeling of sLosing Beloved Forever” (2/2)

Perhaps she had been cheating herself. She didn’t want to give up her life here. She was afraid that once she admitted it, she could never leave. So, this was the case. She must endure the pain, the tiredness and the grievance.

There was a little confusion and sadness in her clear and bright eyes. Unfortunately, the person who cherished her could not see her at the moment.

She was ridiculing herself and felt sad.

At this moment, there was only one thought in Jun Yeyan’s mind. The thought was entrenched in his mind and occupied his heart. He felt even every inch of his skin was shouting: “Kill her! Kill her”.

He admitted that at this moment he was insane, otherwise why did he want to kill his beloved?!

“No! It’s incorrect! Only killing her will make her stay with me forever. She won’t let me suffer from gains and losses or even don’t know what to do but still attach to her!”

“Only killing her will make her stay with me forever! And I can get her completely!”

The thought only existed for an instant, but it made his eyes red and blinded his mind.

He roared angrily. He didn’t know whether he wanted to resist, or he was excited. He only knew that his every cell was active. His soul was on fire!

No longer resisting the inner thoughts, Jun Yeyan held the sword tightly and rushed toward Bai Aoxue like a whirlwind.

He was getting closer. The closer he got to her heart, the more excited he was!

Looking at they getting closer in the distance, Zhao felt a twinge of nervousness. He wanted to stop everything even if he was going to die, but he knew that princess was gambling. Success or failure hinged on this one action. Not a single mistake was allowed!

He clenched his fists tightly. Even if his fingers poked in his palms and shed blood, he felt no pain.

Maybe master didn’t care how many people he killed, except for princess. Master wouldn’t hurt princess even just a little bit!

At the critical moment, Jun Yeyan pointed directly at Bai Aoxue’s heart with his long sword. It seemed that Bai Aoxue was going to hack Jun Yeyan violently with the long knife she held in hands. However, in the next moment, Zhao was completely shocked. To be more specific, he was astounded.

Bai Aoxue watched the sword of Jun Yeyan approaching her without hiding or fear. She was still smiling tenderly like a lotus.

The raised knife, when Jun Yeyan’s sword pierced her chest, fell from her back. She opened her arms gently and held Jun Yeyan.

She still…didn’t want to hurt him…

“Well, Jun Yeyan, this is the first time that I hug you. You should feel grateful and thank me. Since I reward you, should you wake up now?” Holding Jun Yeyan tightly in her arm had exhausted all her strength. She approached Jun Yeyan and muttered in his ear with her bloodless lips.

Jun Yeyan, who was still roaring in a deep voice, became more agitated when he heard Bai Aoxue’s words. He further pushed the sword in Bai Aoxue’s chest.

“Please, don’t move. I’m going to lose my strength. If I really lose my strength, no one can give you a not very warm but comfortable hug when you get hurt.” Bai Aoxue tightened her arms again and said weakly. Her breath was already unstable.

However, it was such a sentence that let Jun Yeyan, who was restless, slowly gathered his mind back. That was a surprise to all, including Zhao who rushed here to rescue Bai Aoxue.

“Xue…” His voice was as deep and hoarse as usual, but now it was fatally magnetic and seductive.

Jun Yeyan moved his body. When he raised his eyes, the scaring red had already disappeared. His dark eyes were like vast starry sky, which captured people’s hearts.

Feeling the warmth in his arms, he moved his body with attachment. He narrowed his eyes slightly, and he was lazy like a strong and handsome leopard.

“Hiss…” Bai Aoxue gasped slightly, which made Jun Yeyan completely come back to himself.

He was just about to ask what happened, but he found that his palm was on Bai Aoxue’s chest, holding something that he couldn’t be more familiar with. A wave of fear swept over him.

Jun Yeyan was stunned. Neither did he dare to let go nor lower his head. His body was trembling slightly.

“Jun Yeyan… you finally come back… Oh… how nice it is…” Bai Aoxue whispered in a deep voice with a little relief and ease. She slowly loosened her hands that encircled Jun Yeyan.

He still rested his head on Bai Aoxue’s shoulder. Jun Yeyan slowly lowered his head as if ten thousand years had passed.

His heart was beating fast. Anxiety and fear filled his heart. He had forgotten how long it had been since he had such a feeling. The feeling that he had laughed at and abandoned now appeared clearly.

Although he trusted in luck, when he really saw the sword that penetrated Bai Aoxue’s chest, and the bright red blood which was like gorgeous flowers dripping into the dust, Jun Yeyan’s heart seemed to be hit by a blunt object. He felt extremely painful.

It was so painful as if it were him who was stabbed by a sword. It was so painful as if he couldn’t remember how to breathe. It was so painful that his eyes were in acerbity.

His heart was empty. It seemed that he lost the most important thing in his life.

His eyes lost focus. In a trance, he thought of the curse of the woman before he killed her. She said: You will never get what you love in this life. As long as you are in love with a woman, sooner or later, you will kill her! You will get the feeling of ‘losing your love forever’! Hahaha…..

Losing my love forever………