55 Broken Promises: Part 12 (1/2)

What do I do when I love you

But I want somebody else

What do I lose if I don't choose

And keep it to myself.....

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(From the song Bad kind of butterflies)

BELLA'S POV

That night I couldn't sleep at all. I kept thinking about Helena all the time. What did she want to tell me!

I don't even know what was Rex doing there! He didn't even talk to me seeing me in Jack's arms. I did get the fact it kinda disturbed him but still it was rude.

What the hell is wrong with me. Why am I even thinking about him! These bad bad butterflies gotta go away....

Am I feeling all this because I think Rex is Ben but what if he's not and I'm just over thinking it. Why Ben is still stuck in my head.... I thought I got over him. Then why?!

I gotta tell Jake everything because I think I'm becoming paranoid by all this. But what will he think of me if I tell him all these. He won't think I did something wrong right. I didn't want to hide I just wanted him safe. But what if he says it was wrong to hide, will he still accept me...ugh