Chapter 203 (2/2)

Sang Qi, I don't dare to expect any more. I've lost him.

”You can tell me what you want. You can choose anything except sangqi.”

This is the first time he has spoken to me since I went on a hunger strike. I closed my eyes and didn't look at him. He knew I was listening.

”Summer solstice...”

Finally, one day, sun shiken talked to me. He was wearing a black business suit. He should have just come from the meeting, and his whole body exuded a cold and inhuman smell.

I'm waiting for a day when sang Shixi can't bear it. Although I know that he is different from ordinary people, of course, what's the use of him asking me to be a living dead man?

So during the past few days when my mother was in the hospital, I still didn't say a word and didn't eat a mouthful of food. No matter how my mother cried, how she talked to me, how she begged me, I didn't care.

I'm not going to die again, of course, but I'm going to get rid of sanssi.

How dare I die with all my heart when my parents are in high court?

I'm gnashing my teeth. Sanshi has brought my parents here. I want to persuade his parents.

One day when I woke up, I suddenly heard my mother and my father talking. I quickly opened my eyes and saw the two of them standing at the head of my bed. My mother was wiping tears.

Maybe my brain is too active at ordinary times. Now I think more. Sang Qi appears in my brain all the time. I can even think of him when I gasp.

The living dead have no thoughts. I just can't move now. If I become a living dead one day, I really want to have fun.I don't think what the doctor said is right. I still can't reach the standard of living dead.

I rely on nutrient solution to support my life. One day, I heard the doctor say to Sang Shixi, ”she's not a good way! If you don't eat in bed for a long time, your muscles will atrophy and it's bad for your kidney function. What's the difference between lying in bed for a long time and living dead people? ”

He doesn't talk to me, I don't talk to him, I don't eat, my body is full of tubes, nasogastric tube, urinary catheter, I eat and drink Lhasa, all spent in bed.

After a close look, it can be seen that he is not sangqi. After all, there are many differences between him and sangqi.

He usually doesn't talk, like a statue. Sometimes when I wake up at night and open my eyes to see him, at a certain moment, I think it's sangqi.

I can't even die now. Sang Shixi not only looks for someone to look at me, but also comes over every day and sits in front of my bed and looks at me without expression.

But suddenly now I feel particularly appropriate, my chest is empty, empty I am afraid.

I remember a song in which my heart is as empty as the sea. I once felt that the song was silly and ridiculous. How could the sea be empty? I don't know how many fierce seafood there are in the stomach of the sea. I drool when I think about it.

Later, I saw a small line of words under the wall clock, which was a calendar. It was almost like corns before I recognized that I had been lying in bed for two days. Sang Qi and Gu Yu had already flown to the United States.

My mobile phone has also been confiscated. I don't know what year it is.

I can't move. I'm lying in bed like a corpse. I can only look up at the ceiling.

Sang Shixi found several people to look at me and asked the nurse to tie me to the bed with a rope.

He spent so much to keep me with him. If I die, he will not lose.

There is a new magazine. I think they even invite new people, but I don't want them.

After I was rejected by them again, I stayed in the personnel department and refused to leave.

On the spot, I patted the table: ”my qualifications, my experience, my working ability, which is not better than those interns, why do they use me?”