Chapter 114 (1/2)
I know I am stubborn, because my intestines are very straight, I feel very uncomfortable when I can't eat anything.
I think I must let sang Qi know about this. I really don't understand how he can allow his mother to be bullied by Mrs. big sang and ignored by his father according to his personality.
Sang Qi is such a domineering person, it is impossible to see his mother live such a life.
”Do you want to ask me why your mother has become a shadow? Because she has no self, she is like a transparent person in your family. She has to sit in the corner when eating. I see that your grandfather never talks to Mrs. sang. Your father only goes to your mother's room for a week. One night, she becomes a ghost in your house. Although she wanders in front of you all day, no one will really see her except you. ”
As long as he doesn't strangle me, I will say what I want to say later.
Sang Qi frowned at me tightly. I could see that he was trying his best to endure.
Without waiting for him to answer, I told him, ”it's because she loves your father, but your father doesn't love her. He makes a woman gradually change from a person to a shadow.”
I wiped my tears with Sang Qi's sleeve, then looked up at him and said, ”do you know why your mother wants to be like this now?”
So, I finally understand that Mrs. Sang's status in this family is that she has no status at all.
Legally and externally, his mother is Wei Lan, not Mrs. sang, because Mrs. sang is not Mr. Sang's legal wife, so if sang Qi is to be justified, his mother can only be Wei Lan, just like the concubines in the palace gave their children to the palace to raise.
He and Mrs. sang have no reputation. Last time I heard Xiao Jin and the aunts in the kitchen gossiping behind their backs, I heard them.
Mr. sang is his father, and Wei Lan is his father's legal wife.
Because after I questioned sangqi, I found that if I were sangqi, I didn't know what I could do.
I seldom shed tears for myself, probably because of heartache or helplessness.
Did I cry? I didn't know I was crying.
Sang Qi's hand suddenly applied to my cheek, and his thumb glided gently under my eyes. His voice was a little frightened: ”summer solstice, how did you cry?”
But I saw Mrs. sang being beaten for me as if someone had stabbed me with a needle.
I can't see people around me being bullied for no reason. When Wei Lan slaps me in the face, the pain is painful, but I don't care.
I'm just physically hungry, but psychologically I reject food. I know my sense of justice is at work again.
I'm hungry without dinner, so my head is dizzy and I'm not good at thinking.
What about sangqi? I suddenly had no way to analyze what kind of person sang Qi was.
He Xiangu is smart, Wei Lan is proud by her favor, and Mrs. sang is tolerant.
I think I always look at people very accurately, in my heart, everyone has their own set.
I couldn't see him clearly.
He slowly came up to me. I really didn't mind that he slapped me in the face and told me to shut up, but he didn't. He just leaned over and stared at me deeply: ”I'm such a person in your heart?”
”I finally understand why you don't like living here. That's because you want to escape. You don't want to see Wei Lan bully your mother, but you can't do anything about it. You can't live without the supreme status that this family brings you.”
”I am.” ”I knew for the first time, I saw five fingerprints on my mother's face for the first time,” he said