Chapter 6 (1/2)
Episode 6
Warning: NSFW Content, Rape, and Attempted Rape :
KAZUKI
[Flashback]
”Izumi, how many times do I have to tell you to not enter my office?!” I irritatedly confronted Aki the ree hio intowas that Okuda was there! So, to be safe, I dragged hi
”But, Kicchan…! I missed you!” Aki stressed out
”And don't call ly rebuked hiht that I'e the topic and his goofy demeanor suddenly shi+fted He narrowed his eyes and he became serious in a blink of an eye
You know… I think that this doctor is bipolar souy… he's your—”
”Don't assu his name so he would understand what I wanted to imply since I didn't want to talk about what he was currently thinking about ”Um… So, what's the result, by the way?”
”Of what?” Aki asked dazedly
I balled htly raised my voice and re how this guy passed the licensure exam and became who he is now He looked stupid, absent-e, and childish But, I couldn't deny that he was reliable He had already proven that lasses ”The pregnancy test was negative; so chill”
I was then able to let out a sigh of relief After Okuda released all of his essence insidethat I've worked so hard for
It was not that I bla any medicine I was painfully aware that my heat recurrence had becoht
If only I hadn'ta mate? It'll lessen your sexual needs and help you lessen the agony of your heat” Aki suggested
As a doctor and a friend, he was just concerned aboutHe knew very hat hardshi+ps I've been into Suffering fro with those painful days where I felt like Iabout
I didn't want that to happen After all of that humiliation and the insults they threw atback the 'h this already I have no intention to have a mate” I clarified He looked at me wearily
”I respect your decision, but… 14 years? Who the fuck can withstand fourteen years of irregular and intense heats without even being fucked by so at erous, Kicchan You once had a as”
”I'll be fine I' sure to take my medicine and stay away from places that could expose my true identity” I defended
”You can't hide this forever, Kicchan There are already nues that are happening have different effects for us You must find an Alpha soon” Aki said ”I know I told you that I can prescribe you er take it I don't wanna see you break down”
”Thanks for worrying, Aki” I shtly
Since 'that' day, I lost everyone that I loved I learned theof 'emptiness' the hard way and so I was forced to shut my heart in order forThat subordinate of yours—Ryuichi Okuda, right? It's not that I', but—”
”Aki, please! Let's talk about it soreed to end our conversation after that
[End of Flashback]
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I was alright I was fucking fine until that Okuda showed up And after what he told ht…
”shi+madsenpai… don't you think it's better if we stop this?”
'How can I possibly tell him the 'truth' now?'
I jumped in shock when solance to my wristwatch and I frohen I realized that it was lunch break I didn't re anyone to submit a report
”Who is it” I casually asked, assu that it was just one of my subordinates
”It's row cold when I heard that very faet that voice That raspy, eerie voice…
”Fujiwara…sensei” My voice almost cracked and in a blink of an eye, memories full of hurt and terror invaded th as I tried to stay as far away from the man in front oflike a monster and licked his upper lip as he walked towards me
”S-Stay way…” I weakly told hi and it see and the beating ofsowas, I could feel !
”Hht?” He stated and stared at me with a heavy stare
I unconsciously covered the back of ht hand and started to panic ”Don't come near n that he was enjoying htened reaction ”How many years have passed? You're still the same Kazuki that I once knew Hinity and claimed you as my mate… Kazuki?”
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[Flashback]
I was born froious family of Alphas My family was both envied yet at the same time, hated Never in their history did they have non-Alpha offsprings until I careat successor that would become an influential Alpha in the future, they didn't bother to have me examined It was an early exa was born to deterender Results could be uncertain if parents were of different kinds
When I reached the age of five, ns of Alpha traits—possessiveness, doence, and so much more—that an Alpha child should develop by a certain point
Because of their pride, they didn't give s until I was ten
By that tier brothers—one was seven and the other was three—ere all Alphas Unlike ns of a dominant Alpha as early as two to three years old Because of the huge differences, ht ender was revealed
They were devastated I even remembered the look of their faces when they heard that I was an Oust
After that, how they treated nificantly My father became so strict towards me and didn't let et near them when my parents were around They had me separated in an isolated room somewhere in our house to avoid unnecessary incidents They also forbidto my classmates' houses
No one knehen my heat would come They were so scared to death that they saw me as a heresy
”Kazuki, you a, understood?”
That hat ed to live a few years of a life normally and hidden from society until Ichi Fujiwara came I was sixteen at that time
They introduced him to me as my personal mentor since they decided to homeschool me to secure our fa for me to fall in love with Fujiwarsensei Despite the fact that he was the sae as my father as 41 at that tis He was a gentle and kind person He was very patient when there were tile problem on an opinion-based set of questionnaires
He was the first person to acknowledgethat I could have someone I could talk to when I felt alone
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”S-Sensei, there's so I need to tell you” I weakly called while my cheeks flushed in mixed shame and anxiety
”What is it?” He calmly smiled and turned his face towards a” I revealed
He was of course, astonished, but he didn't speak much after that I was even surprised because he quickly accepted the fact and didn't even change how he treated s to hi in love
Then one day, he came to our house Coincidentally, I was all alone because my family went on a vacation and left me here at home I was happy that Fujiwarsensei visited, but I didn't know that it was also the day that would changeperfume?” Sensei asked out of the blue
I just caet some food and drinks for us