Chapter 74 (1/2)
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By Qian Lu
Chapter 74
Choice (Part 2)
Murong Shu Qing could see that Jing Shui’s heart that showed conflicting views and was in pain, so she felt sorry for her, but what should she tell her! There were s that could not be satisfied in people’s hearts, lightly wiping the tears that were in Jing Shui’s face, Murong Shu Qing softly sighed and lowly said: “Jing Shui, there are many times that one can not have both the fish and the bear paws, do not look at the choice as a suffering, at the very least, you have the right to choose”
In this era, the women’s abilities to choose ay too little, there would be many people, like fathers, husbands, masters, etc, who made the decisions for all of their lives They did not need to have their oareness and needs, all of their educations were for theh the decision seemed to be painful for her, but she could have a willpower to make it
Slowly covering her eyes, Jing Shui did not look at Murong Shu Qing anymore, and returned to that quiet but e Shui slowly stooped her body down and lied down to lean on Murong Shu Qing’s e’s voice, she said with difficulty: “But I do not knohat to choose, Miss, you teach me, is that ok?”
Murong Shu Qing's hand that was caressing Jing Shui’s long hair suddenly beca her to pay attention to other people and seek her own beauty, or letting her to carry on with her kindhearted personality and undertake this suffering on her own She couldShui would still have to bear the choice on her own in the end Since this was like this, how could she teach her after all
Finally, unable to see Jing Shui’s silent weep like this, Murong Shu Qing’s slow but cal Shui’s ear: “If you cure your face, you will obtain the happiness that you want and haruilty conscience and suffering, this kind of happiness and suffering, which one was heavier and which one was lighter, in your opinion? Then, that will be your choice!”
If curing her face could bring her blessing and happiness, it would be worth it, but if it would give her uilty consciences and uneasiness, then it was not necessary NoShui ive her support, and warret that she let her to make the choice on her own, because this was a requirerow up, to choose her own life, no , she would have to make her own decision and take responsibility of her own decision
The night as gradually colder, the rustling sound of the tree leaves was echoing, Jing Shui’s thin and with her plain clothing could not withstand this kind of cold wind, and she was just soaking in her own train of thought and did not actually aware of it But Murong Shu Qing anxiously grasped her cold hand, carefully supported Jing Shui to get up, and Murong Shu Qing put her own brocade coat and draped it on her body, then she pulled her to enter her room
Jing Shui was only o to bed, her eyes were already so upfront concentratedly Murong Shu Qing shook her head, and covered Jing Shui with a blanket, then she appeasingly said: “Sleep first, you can slowly think it again later, do not force yourselves, if you listen clearly the voice froret hatever decision that you will make”
Jing Shui seemed to listen to what she said, and quietly closed her eyes Murong Shu Qing knew that even though she closed her eyes, but her eyelashes were continuously treht, noShui, she was afraid that both of them would not be able to sleep
Since after that night, Jing Shui did not see Qi Rui again, even when he shouted outside the door, Jing Shui did not bother with him, so Qi Rui was restless When he was al prevented hi to come in
“I advice you not to go in now” Murong Shu Qing was standing at the courtyard door to block Qi Rui’s rude and i Shui Ya Xu
“Why?” Last ti with her, she just ran away, and was not willing to see hi-er’s words at that ti Shui know the truth, and only told her that she could cure her face, it would not be like this now
Murong Shu Qing helplessly shook her head gently, Qi Rui was already out of his wits now, the way he was thinking in his heart could not conceal the expression on his face now But was it really good to deceive somebody from the truth in the na Shui would not be happier than now, she was just being confronted that someone would be hurt because of her, it was an irreversible fact
In thedid not back down at all to face Qi Rui’s hysterical expression, she tranquilly and calmly answered: “She needs to quietly ponder over it now, you can not help her, not one of us can help her, she can onlythat we can do is to fully support her in whatever decision that she will make It is better for you to leave first”
Qi Rui still wanted to say soain, and only watching attentively at the trace of that thin figure that was inside the courtyard, she had lost weight Why were there many tribulations like this between the two of them? Qi Rui was in soer saw her s!
Qi Rui tightly fisted his hands, relaxed the these actions, finally, he eventually took a deep breath, and decided to leave